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How Did I Miss This?!

2011-01-16T15:49:00.000-08:00

Dec 6, 2010 16:20:06 PST

Hello exposethetard@yahoo.com,

Nickolaus Pacione would like to be paid through PayPal.

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Merchant:
Nickolaus Pacione
gothicpreacher@rocketmail.com

Note from merchant:
I am billing you $4000.00. I want all the original photos given back to me minus the watermarks you faceless whore. You violated more than one copyright of mine especially with the photos that are published in my books so kindly rot in hell and die of something horrid.

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Amount: $4,000.00 USD

I get something like this about once a month from him regarding the watermarked photographs. He's excited that all of those dozens of images he had lost have been saved, but desperately wants the watermarks removed off of them. That will never happen.

You're really a fucking coward and I will continue to work with
Roselle Public Library, and the true cover of Tabloid Purposes: Book
Five isn't the photo f the baboons asses but it was a photograph taken
along one of the stops in the red line where I actually did some
filterwork to make it have it's cyberpunk feel.

Violating my copyrights threatening to harass my publishers out of
dropping me. You know that shit is unprofessional and unethical. I
guess you had very little morals growing up and been at total cunt all
your life. I want whats mine without the watermarks if you stored all
of them, I want those pictures back without the watermarks because
you didn't take the picture, didn't draw the drawing, or write the
story so that means you have no right to go posting them on your
fucking shitatstic blog you fucking rugmunching whore.

There will be another one like this within the next week or so.

"would be publishers"

2011-01-15T16:55:00.000-08:00

"ExposeTheTard -- you faceless cunt. I never lost Lake Fossil Press. Getting Robot Reader's videos pulled was the right thing. Harassing would be publishers, don't you think that's a little unprofessional? Also I am reporting you with all the photos of mine you watermarked. I Am going to destroy you Tard. So harassing would be publishers is a very bad idea."

After reading posts like the one above, it's no wonder this spaz lost his company, Lake Fossil Press. Harassing would-be publishers isn't required when simply emailing them and showing them his own words like those above do the trick in an impressive amount of time. Showing would-be publishers his Encyclopedia Dramatica entry used to close the deal in regards to getting them to cancel their plans with him, but now showing them his new NickRants channel on YouTube seems to work a lot better.

So from now on, when you the reader contact publishers to warn them about Nicky, be sure to send them a link to his latest YouTube videos to make sure they know he's just as crazy now as he was back then.

Did I mention how much I LOVE nickyranting.blogspot.com?

"This is addressing that prick who went around impersonating me on facebook and trying to convince my best friend of over 24 years that the dick was me."

Are you talking about Mr. Hicks, Nicky? He already knows you're a dick. If you're his best friend why did you bash him on one of your updates a few years ago? Saying he was trying to get you into a "get rich quick" pyramid scheme via IM and how that was interrupting your "writing"? Does a "best friend" say that to the internet about someone they care about?

Nicky Is Weak

2010-12-25T01:23:00.000-08:00

Wow. In the past month Nicky has had RoboticReader & AngryInIllinois' YouTube pages removed and worst of all, Rusty Nail.

update: Rusty is back and all of her old posts are as well!

Why? Not for legal reasons, but because he cannot stand anyone disagreeing with him. He fancies himself a celebrity (yeah right the cable guy was a fan of yours, Nicky, he probably said "Uh huh" to whatever you said to make you go away) and himself takes jabs at celebs, but the second he sees anyone make fun of him online he instantly tries to have it removed.

You see, Nicky is a fan of the Gestapo and Communist Party and hates Freedom of Speech as much as he hates America, which is a lot.

This isn't an entry mourning the loss of Rusty Nail because Rusty Nail will be back. Be it on Wordpress, or somewhere else, she's not gone and never will be.

Speaking of videos regarding Nicky, his voice mail messages and hilarious talks with the owner of Lake Fossil Press may not be on YouTube, but they are online. Their locations aren't public so that Nicky won't flag them, but whenever Nicky tries to sell his work to a publisher and our well-placed spies find out which publications, they are sent among many other pieces of evidence, links to the calls from Nicky from the past year. It's important they hear a potential client threaten to kill people...over and over.

Let's Play Pool! or Mullets Ahead

2010-06-24T16:42:00.001-07:00

So many rules broken, so many innocents harassed.

Because of this, hop into ETT's Time Machine and let's go back to 1997 to play some pool!

WARNING: MULLETS AHEAD

Let me answer the first question that is going to pop into your head: Yes, that is him

edited (for now) for a reason to be explained later, and no I have not been threatened or told to do so...

*I should note this post was inspired by Rusty. I haven't been ignoring anything or missing out on his shenanigans, I for sure have been around and active. However last week an innocent was harassed and Rusty said I should post because of it, so while she has nothing to do with this and didn't know what I would conjure up, she inspired me to get off my butt over here and PUNISH the guilty!

Nicky At A Hospital. With Police Officers

2010-05-03T16:10:00.000-07:00

Hat tip: AUTOAIM! Thank you so much we thought this was lost for good!
Hat tip: Al_Kilyu for converting it into video I can use!

This, for those new to all of this, is Nicky. You can't see him but you can hear him, and you can sure as hell see the police behind him.

Backstory: Nicky went out for the weekend to Chicago on New Years. To save money, Nicky stays at Hostels and since he doesn't drive, usually has to make any trip to Chicago an overnighter.

After New Years, Nicky went MIA according to his family. His family is incredibly wary of him leaving the house, ever, so much so he usually has to wait until his relatives go to bed so he can sneak out if he ever wants to go anywhere, because he usually ends up in a hospital or arrested.

Nicky it seems, was gone for more days than he had said he'd be, and being the thoughtful person he is decided not to call anyone to let them know this. So his family, concerned for his well being (or wanting to avoid the predictable call from the cops) reported him missing.

What follows is one of the oddest events in Nicky's past...he checks in, via a video on the internet, from a hospital, with cops behind him lol'ing at his douchebaggery.

Wouldn't a simple phone call have sufficed?
And if they didn't get your email, Nicky, why would they log into your blog to find and watch your vid--never mind.

"I am looking for an apartment because they won't be around forever."

2010-04-22T14:12:00.000-07:00

From VampireFreaks, where he is making a Nickolaus Pacione out of himself lately...

Apr 21, 2010, 02:18pm
"keeping an eye on my grandfather -- he never been the same since coming out of the hospital. I am looking for an apartment because they won't be around forever. I care for my relatives while writing and such. I haven't added more to the novella."

This is the same Nicky that made the statement in his own magazine

"I don't like when my relatives are bugging me when I am in the middle of editing the magazine."

Not surprisingly

"I am looking for an apartment because they won't be around forever."

shows in the same post the truth: That he's there not for his grandparents, but because it's a place to stay. Same Nicky mind you that used to add extra stress to his grandmother by getting her to go after the meanies that hurt his feels and even tried again recently while her husband was on life support. Nice guy. That time however, she and they had enough, and he came very close to being evicted.

Sadly I don't think Nicky learned on that day to fight his own battles, you know, the ones he starts? He appears on VampireFreaks to be using admins to do that for him and when all else fails, play every race/health/pc card he can muster up.

You're a sick monster, Nicky.

Tom Piccirilli

2010-04-07T22:44:00.000-07:00

I just want to take a moment to give my regards to Tom Piccirilli and his wife Michelle during their trying time. My thoughts and prayers are with you both.

If you haven't already, check out Tom's official websites here and especially his entertaining blog here and while you are at either of this sites treat yourself by clicking on the corrosponding links to pick up his work. I had heard rave reviews of The Cold Spot before picking it up a few years ago and agreed with every positive thing said about it (same for the follow up The Coldest Mile).

Hang in there you two.

Nicky's Upcoming "Hollyweird" Projects

2010-04-07T10:51:00.000-07:00

This has got to be the saddest one yet. Some of you have heard him talking about how a couple of his stories may wind up as movies, right? Ever wonder where that came from?

Nickolaus Pacione hey Willy -- good lock with SSE. Thanx for adding some of my Tabloid Purposes guys (Bob Morgan, Jr.) He and I are alumni of the e-zine The House of Pain. If you're looking for ideas for movies look up the fiction archives -- there might be something that sparks some basis for a horror film. We will both tell you a...bout that place -- it's very deprived. Some of the writers are real deviants. March 1 at 2:38am · Report

His facebook groups are very telling. For example, he's too retarded to own a gun but joined the NRA group which of course uses the "DON'T TREAD ON ME" flag. It's bad enough he's a rock groupie and pretends to be a writer and publisher, but now he's pretending to be in the NRA?

He seems to believe in osmosis: If he hangs around those he wants to be like (rock bands, writers, NRA members, straight people) he'll eventually become one himself. In high school he admittedly was too small and weak to play a sport but tried out for most of them and even went to practices and workshops, and as you read in your free copy of AN EYE IN SHADOWS he considers himself a jock.

So if you catch him hanging around your group, be like the rest of the world and kick him the hell out!

Internet Expenses

2010-04-07T07:19:00.000-07:00

no words are needed, only /facepalming...

GAME OVER Target Revealed!

2010-04-03T08:02:00.000-07:00

I just got a message in my anonymous reporting box that Peter Propaganda is supposed to be Eugine from GAME OVER. I don't know who sent this because I have it set up so that people can report things anonymously, but I asked AngryInIllinois if he knew anything about it and he said

"No, but that explains a lot. I left out the fact that Eugine was also a DJ in my review"

Why does that name sound familiar? Because Nicky went after him recently as covered here. At the time I named that entry "Nicky's Latest Horror Target", now magically there's a Mary Sue about an editor slash DJ, so I'm inclined to believe this anonymous bit of info.

Thank you anonymous for that helpful piece of information!

This begs the question: Should someone tell him?

GAME OVER

2010-04-03T02:21:00.000-07:00

I have just received word that someone will be doing a review of Nicky's newest revenge fantasy, GAME OVER, and it will be up within the next 24 hours!
**UPDATE**
ShamWOW it's up already! You can read the latest review of GAME OVER here and check out http://angryinillinois.deviantart.com for past reviews of Nicky's fine work. :)

Nicky Accused Someone ELSE Of Being A "Wannabe Thug"

2010-04-01T15:12:00.000-07:00

If you've been reading Rusty Nail's comment section here, you'll see a large amount of lulz is being had over Nicky's VampireFreaks forum shenanigans.
Over there, a member has been giving it to him straight, which of course enrages Nicky.

who looks like the tool here? Trying to be a wannabe thug.We all know you look like a prison bitch.

So I thought I'd show people just who the "wannabe" is.This first image was titled "GANGBANGER" by Nicky himself.That was the thug part of his message. He also had the nerve to call someone a "prison bitch"? This thread would take up an entire page if I posted every single picture that has Nicky in his "prision pose", so I'll just choose the best ones...

Any other stones in that glass house, Nicky?

(for people new to Nicky lulz, the watermarks are because Nicky no longer owns these pictures. If they are watermarked he can't get them back, and that really pisses him off lol)

Nicky Is A Pervert

2010-03-30T00:07:00.000-07:00

Thank you to Ben Flanagan and Lewis for this!

As Mr. Flanagan pointed out here, Ethereal Gazette Issue Ten does indeed contain sexual content. The story is called The Headlights by Christopher Frost and even though Nicky didn't write it, it does contains sexual content. To most this would seem like nothing, but we are talking about Nicky who reminds the world every 10 minutes that he doesn't allow sexual content in anything to do with Lake Fossil Press.

If you read his guidelines, the second rule for Ethereal Gazette submissions does in fact state

SMUT -- come on, do you want me to lose the support of the library in my area? Be respectful of my magazine and the guidelines -- please read the magazine before you thing about submitting. Everyone knows I don't allow sexual content in any form. I do allow profanity in the magazine. You can use the Seven Dirty Words in the stories, but you're not allowed to write hanky-panky in the story. My book has the new seven dirty words -- and you can use those too.

Yet as Ben points out, there's definately some smut in Issue Ten. Nothing bad or immortal, but it is sexual content and Nicky has said thousands of times over he won't have it. He does apparently.

Remember his bondage sleep sack obsession? While a number of people assumed it was sexual, some pondered the idea that he used them because had an autism spectrum disorder, and the sacks worked along the lines of a hug box.

Nope. It's sexual.

Lady Authors: If Doing A Nightmare Story. Take your full body picture laying in bed, asleep (No Nudity and fully Gothed Out In Black Makeup -- let your boyfriend or husband do this picture. Guys doing the picture -- make sure you do it where you can see her completely covered up to her shoulders laying on her back with books resting on her covered body or if you have a mummy type sleeping bag on the floor do that with a shitload of books by Stephen King, Richard Matheson, Mick Mercer, and Edgar Allan Poe. Best Results for this is a futon.

If you still doubt it's sexual, the guys have their own separate guidelines

Guy Authors: street clothes crashed on the couch with shoes on if you do a similar story with beer cans on the floor and a horror film on the TV. Best effect if author is a bachelor with room mates. Let your girlfriend take the picture.

In other words, try your hardest to look like him and make your surroundings the filthy pig sty that he himself dwells in. Coming from a guy who has used timers on cameras to photograph himself sleeping over the past ten years, it seems really really odd that he insists the pictures are taken by the person's partner. Girilfriends and boyfriends are the only ones allowed to snap pictures of the writers, so mothers and uncles gtfo! Truth be told however, this is probably his way of weeding out the gay writers. If, for example, a guy says "Can I have my boyfriend take my picture?" or a woman says "Um I don't date guys my life partner can take it though." Nicky will be able to spot homosexuals beforehand and ban them from his publication.

This is probably a precaution he is taking after finding out just how many of his previous authors were gay. In trying to boost sales of previously released books of his, he has Googled the names of past authors with the intent of using their past and future writing credits to make his publications look better. In doing so, he has learned after publishing them that they were gay. If you are thinking that has happened a couple of times, your number is too low. As you can imagine, when Nicky discovers he paid a gay person to submit to one of his books, he becomes enraged. So I'm almost certain his latest and weirdest guideline additions are to combat this.

*sigh*

"better introduce me as The Controversial Author, Nickolaus Pacione"

2010-03-25T14:08:00.000-07:00

LAKEFOSSIL
[Reply]
Mar 13, 2010, 11:09pm
Cool -- let's do it, better introduce me as The Controversial Author, Nickolaus Pacione. I just got done rebuilding my website and had to clean out the guestbook.

The above is a comment Nicky left to a bisexual girl on VampireFreaks.com

Not that this is a surprise to anyone that knows about him, but Nicky hasn't been deemed a "controversial author" by anyone, hell he hasn't even been called an author. Nicky himself is the one that pushes that.

Protip: Telling people you're bad ass doesn't make it so. As a matter of fact, doing it yourself -- specifically in public where people can see you trying to push that image -- only makes you look that much more like a poseur.

You complained to me last week and said that I personally was making it hard for you to book bands in your area. If you're the hard rock rebel you claim to be than that wouldn't even be an issue. They wouldn't read my site and even if they did, they wouldn't believe me if I were wrong. Real bad asses can usually smell a poseur a mile away, which is why you have it so rough at the moment. You. Are. A. Poseur.

And finally, Nicky has started a new social group on Ning (http://the815.ning.com/). The best part? The slogan he has on there is "The Largest Fucking Area Code In Illinois....", so you'd think it'd be full of people, right?

Nope. Nicky is the only one. :D

Baby Pacione

2010-03-25T11:48:00.001-07:00

(thank you to HorrorGal for pointing this out)

03-20-2010 10:42 PM - permalink
NPacione

The Blood of ************ is on your hands because what your friends did to Lake Fossil Press in 2008. If you really want to hear what I'm about to say -- just read the damn memoir. You wanted me to tell my side -- I guess you're too forcefed the lies and in that you contributed to the book burnings by your actions.

Let me make this perfectly clear: She did not like you. I spoke with her before and after she was diagnosed. (I actually spoke to her before her test results came back, and in an attempt to comfort her I told her they would probably be fine...I was shocked at the news when they weren't) She was scared for her future regarding her health, but that wasn't all she was afraid of.

Do you know why she continued to submit stories to you? Because she was scared of you. She found out all about you after you received her first story, but after that she felt trapped.

She only continued to "work" with you after that because to her, it was easier than telling you she thought you were a psycho and a talentless hack. She figured if she passed on your offers and walked away you'd stalk her like you're known to do.

Nickolaus Pacione, the following is something you really need to know:

SHE DIDN'T LIKE YOU OR YOUR WORK AND REGRETTED EVER MEETING YOU.

You are sick, but so are a lot of other people. You're a disgusting excuse for what should be a human being and you've used up the last drop of pity anyone could ever have for you. That's why you're own family is ready to kick your ass out.

You use the plight of others for your own personal gain. That includes
9/11 victims

The Jews who died in the Holocaust
WWII Vets and those who died in the war
African Americans
Those who have passed on
Those with disabilities
Those with mental disabilities

You are a weak and pathetic wimp who can't take any heat whatsoever, so if anyone tells you to get lost, the first thing Baby Pacione does is whine and say that if people disrespect him, they are disrespecting someone who passed on because her stories can be found in your wannabe books.

If someone burns your books, they are disrespecting the Jews, Blacks, again bringing up the poor soul who is no longer with us.

Worst part? You had only found out she passed on via a Shocklines thread. Remember? You posted your surprise at the news she was gone in that thread indicating you hadn't been in contact with her for a long time, which means you weren't even checking in on her to see how she was doing. That was probably better for her, since the last thing someone who is dying of cancer needs is you hanging around. And what did you do once you found out she passed on? You posted links to where people could buy books that featured her in them...YOUR books. You then updated a lot of your sites to mention that people could purchase some of the last writing of an author who passed on you sick little freak.

"I was trying to get her to join me for the first Gothicfest, but I had no idea that she was sick with cancer at the time." (pretending to care in this thread)

Seriously? That was the first time you found out she was sick? I had contacted her a few days before she got the news to warn her about you and she told me. I knew, and I didn't even know her as well as you did.

You are a walking "Wall of Shame" Nicky. When you pass on people are not only going to urinate on YOUR grave, they'll be doing so to extinguish the fire from your books burning above where your body rests. Overall though, when you die, you're enemies will actually show respect and compassion even though they didn't like you when you lived.

And that's why the people that you hate will always be better than you.

One last thing:

If you really want to hear what I'm about to say -- just read the damn memoir.

That's an excellent idea. If one of the hundreds of people who have a free, pirated .PDF copy of An Eye In Shadows and H****e's email address, they should send it to her so she can take his advice. After all, he didn't say she should buy it, only "read the damn memoir."

Being Offensive!

2010-03-23T17:20:00.000-07:00

Nicky finds a facebook group titled "Being Offensive"and proceeds to act exactly how you would expect him to act.

Nickolaus Pacione :laughing: This is fucking great -- tell the homos they might as well be fucking their own mothers each time they stick a dick up their ass.
February 14 at 4:43pm · Report

Wow. For someone who hates "the homos" he spends a great deal of time thinking of them having anal sex. He's also a fan of incest specifically sex with parents as we've seen over the years and pointed out in Robotic Reader's latest video.

Don't believe me about him spending way too much time thinking about the genitalia of those with alternate lifestyles?

In a post where someone makes a joke about a transvestite...

Nickolaus PacioneThat's just fucking sick -- get that IT out of here. Someone needs to shoot that transvestite right in the balls with a pellet gun!
February 14 at 4:51pm · Report

This is the best one and takes place in a post where someone told the old joke about three men sleeping next to each other and the one in the middle dreams he's skiing. We've all heard the joke and know how it ends. Dirty as it is, the joke doesn't specifically and graphically tell you what exactly happened the night before, so Nicky feels compelled to explain in detail.

Nickolaus Pacione I heard ths one in basic. Ski Polls -- the fag was pulling their dicks.
February 14 at 5:12pm · Report

It's been said before but I'll say it again...for someone so dead set against people writing homoerotic content, he writes more of it than anyone on this earth. Seriously. What's the old saying, "Write what you know"?

I almost forgot necrophilia! Nicky loves to talk about having sex with the dead.

Nickolaus Pacione What the fuck -- that's disgusting but damn I can't stop laughing. I will never make rape jokes -- but I will tell people to go dig up a corpse and fuck it!
February 14 at 9:57pm · Report

He won't make rape jokes because he's serious when he threatens you with it. I think I have an idea why he loves to hang around graveyards now, but I don't want to think about it. :O

Nickolaus Pacione My best friend told me on the phone, "Be right back I think my dinner is burning. Oh nevermind, it was some Great White fan."
February 15 at 8:08pm · Report

LOL oh Nicky you and Jason's extreme metal tastes are always good for a laugh or two!
Well at least he isn't trying to shill his writing, right? Wrong!

Nickolaus Pacione Here's an offensive horror story for you bastards -- enjoy. This one pissed off many but each time when they flamed it, all they did was adding to the vicious sting of the short story. I am planning to expand this one later in the year.
February 16 at 6:24pm · Share · Report

He's correct that is an offensive horror story. It's offensive to the people that established writing and grammar rules over the years. It's also offensive to anyone who ever clicked on it thinking it was an actual horror story or for that matter, a story period.

This last one proves he was faking it for the Christian forum he got booted off of lately and isn't the good Christian he'd have you believe. The group's picture is Jesus giving someone the middle finger, which pleases Nickolaus H

Nickolaus Pacione You guys are fucking riot! Is just me or do I find Jesus flipping the bird is funny?
February 14 at 10:00pm · Report

Oh Nicky you rebel.

Nicky Proves He Can't Keep Any Thread Open

2010-03-20T16:08:00.000-07:00

Out of nowhere today, Nicky joins writingforums.com and creates a thread titled "Lake Fossil Press Office Site", then starts it off first thing with a visual of a large group of people pulling down their pants and defecating on his "company".

A mod comes along less than 12 hours later, admonishes him for trying to stir up trouble after so long, then locks it.

Lake Fossil Press Office Site.

For those of you who were pulling their pants down and taking a collective dump on my company or building fake domains of my publications and magazines -- don't even think of submitting to any publication on the roster of Lake Fossil Press. I have the Tabloid Purposes page going on the office site.

I survived the aftermath and angry responses trying to crucify me for some reason or another -- no matter who spoke the most trash about my company, there is no denying what kind of stuff I will publish with Lake Fossil Press.

If you want my side of the story -- it's published in the book An Eye In Shadows. The average age of the writer on the roster is about 33 years old -- or a little older than I am. So those of you saying I prey upon young writers. I do have older writers on the roster too and I get them via word of mouth.

I stopped publishing minors on the fourth Tabloid Purposes. The people who said that actually own pirated copies of my memoir, An Eye In Shadows.

I was offered a column somewhere in the recent years and I am also doing anthologies that are the just for fun bracket -- no money changing hands but the anthology gets in the hands of other publishers in the finished form. I am planning the two sequels for my anthology series and they're called The Twins.

Those who are good to the series and been friends with the authors over the years, thank you for that and getting them published in wider places -- it shows you support the line up.

I have people doing libelous tags on each of my books -- especially when I published the testimony of an Ex-Gay named Daniel Willow. I do the local issues every fourth odd numbered issue.

Let me ask this question to all of you, would you buy a book from an author who admitted to reviewing a stolen PDF of the book before it had the chance of seeing print and having it's cover art?
Tags his side of the story, lfp books, nickolaus pacione

Nicky Back On Writerscafe (And How You Can Help!)

2010-03-20T05:42:00.001-07:00

Thanks Lewis for the tip!

Nicky has returned to writerscafe.org, the website he was BANNED from about a year ago.

"used to be here under a different name until some no name loser reported me for being too harsh. I am looking to test out some of my non-fiction on this vehicle."

That's the only vehicle you'll ever get to control sweetie.

With a new name (Unclefossil) and new IP address (dial-up now instead of Comcast) Nicky was able to slip back in.

Here's how you can help him slip back out!

Click here. It's the "Flag Author" button specifically on Nicky's page, so if he gets flagged multiple times the mods will have to check it out where they'll see a familiar face.

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In other news, Nicky's latest "Wall Of Lame" victim, Tess, left the original copy of her email to Nicky in the comments section of my last post. If you've visited his site in the past few hours you'll see that he has been adding people left and right to his wall, yet he's editing the hell out of their emails to remove sentences that embarrass him. That's not a surprise since Nicky has relied on lying and omitting large chunks of truth most of his online life.

Anyway, you can read his version of the email here, but you won't see this part

"From what I see, you got mad at some people who told you not to be goth and that you weren't a good writer, and you didn't like what you said.

It's jut a whine-fest, that's all it is. I read it and I wonder why the author is whining like a kid who just got their feelings hurt."

Now if you'll excuse me, my bingo card needs updating!

Robotic Reader Returns!

2010-03-19T14:55:00.000-07:00

B-I-N-G-O And Nicky Was His Name-O!

2010-03-19T12:32:00.000-07:00

autoaim has made Nicky Bingo Cards!

Get yours by going here

I have decided to post mine here so people can see I'm playing fair. I'll probably be updating it here as well.

Rumors?

2010-03-17T19:44:00.000-07:00

Nicky is going to be getting his own column in an e-zine, that part is true. Rumor is that one of his Ethereal Gazette authors works with, Dystopia Magazine.

This one isn't a rumor actually, it's a fact: Nicky very recently submitted another story to Withersin Magazine.

Look Who's Back!

2010-03-14T22:26:00.000-07:00

Found this in my inbox just now and I couldn't wait to share! Yay!

I AM BACK @ Yahoo! Video

A Little Late

2010-03-14T18:38:00.000-07:00

Guess who is going to register domain names now?

"Lake Fossil Press (the real one will have a domain in may.) The Ethereal Gazette (The real one will have a domain in june.)"

If I were to venture a guess I'd say he's probably going to try something like lake-fossil-press.com, theetherealgazette.com or ethereal-gazette.com.

If that's the case then maybe I should delete that from this entry otherwise some devious troll may try to register those first! That would be a bad thing.

Nicky Surrenders!

2010-03-12T17:55:00.000-08:00

Someday we're going to break his obsession with a certain female author and I won't rest until that day.

Enough is enough, I am tired of these people going around creating cute little communities slandering my name -- "fan sites" as they call them, if they were a fan site then they would not go around using my name as a urinal. People coming on stealing my posts from one blog to the next, then the mean and spiteful reviews every chance they get.
The shit with the bitch I won't mention by name was the straw that cracked me, but I am not going to go cussing everyone out every chance I get. I try to get new material out there then these idiots go around trying to offer pirated versions of Tabloid Purposes II. You had no right to be distributing the anthology if you didn't contribute a story or edit it. In all seriousness, what is destroying me going to prove? Then going around stealing my covers and bastardizng them to their perverse little need.
I want this shit to stop because clearly it isn't fun having to fight with every cum gulping schmuck out there. They say I go around hating common sense and clarity, they cleary hate it more than me. Their idea of common sense is a bit twisted, what kind of logic do they find in mocking me or impersonating my family. If you have an issue with me -- leave my family out of it.
White flag -- I am not the one to surrender but seriously, I want this to end. Going around stalking me from one forum to the next, stealing my online personas via yahoo. I am addressing every asshat out there who thinks it is funny going on as my alter ego, characters from my work, or as my story's titles. Every person who practiced e-piracy deserves a punch in the head.
This is nothing new, same bullshit another name. Am I going to mend the bridges I burned, I will try to keep civil but seriously those who've created threads slandering me or journals that slander me better stay the hell out of my way. I might have a mouth on me, but I won't let that destroy my career. Will I stop with the vulgarity, no because that is just the way I am. Point fingers at me; I will point one back and it won't be pleasing either. Some might not get my logic, but the ones who would understand this are the ones who've been around me the longest and in person. I am exactly the way I am in person I am online.
This bothers some people, especially if they hate my persona online. The whole thing about them wanting to, "burn the monster." That is what wants me to do this kind of rant. I've seen this too many times. I am not about to come out to be a kiss ass either, that was something I never was brought up to be. I do find myself being on the brunt of a lot of things, but sometimes I don't care. Though when someone decides to get personal and try to create something extremely slanderous, as what the Truth Abuth Nick is doing --- he's not even that accurate, and he had no right to stealing posts from my message boards. Every bit of it is not true, I don't even wear slippers and that little picture he doctored of the magazine was really of me holding a copy of Tabloid Purposes I. They thing this is going to silence me by stealing my posts -- wrong. I am a mouth, and say exactly what is on my mind no matter how offensive it will come out to be.

That entry is almost five years old and is punishment for going after another innocent. It was written on Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
One of the people he meant that to, as he later mentioned by name, was Janrae. The truce obviously broke but not after Nicky repeatedly said after the initial post he wanted it to stay in place. He really wanted a truce very badly and it seemed like once or twice a day he would mention it to remind people he was done with the drama.

I cannot find it at the moment, but around this time when he was complaining about people impersonating him and sites that did the same, he actually said something along the lines of "I pretend it doesn't bother me, but it does." That's almost an exact qu0te, or may actually be. I'll have to dig around to find it.

Anyway the point of this post was to show that the bully isn't as tough as he pretends. Defenseless babies, women, and the elderly are targets he has no problem with, but he's weaker than he tries to appear, so don't be intimidated by him.

What Do Rape And "Hallowpoint" Bullets Have In Common?

2010-03-12T15:09:00.000-08:00

Both have been used to threaten me in emails from Nicky!

It all started last night after my latest blog entry. I got to thinking that maybe Nicky himself registered etherealgazette.com, so I emailed him to ask if he did or not. I had given my word that if he did, I would gladly post a correction so people knew it was his.

Not surprisingly, I was called a number of names like dyke, cunt, bitch, etc.

After asking again, I recieved four emails within a short period of time from Nickster. I think he thinks that I purchased one or more of those domain names, which I did not. In fact I still don't know who owns what, only that he owns none of them. I won't post all of his pre-eruption emails just a few. Basically he accused me of stalking and whined over me watermarking photos I own that he does not.

(note: He's now using nickolauspacione@vampirefreaks.com to email people. I'm not posting his email so people will spam it or anything)

Friday, March 12, 2010 3:39 AM
From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
To:"Expose TheTard"
Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
I own both you bitch -- I put my blood, sweat and tears into both things. The photos are rightfully mine so you don't have permission to use them. You don't own those names they''re mine. I am about to get the ISSN for the magazine so that magazine is mine.

Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
Friday, March 12, 2010 3:49 AM
From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
Add sender to Contacts
To:"Expose TheTard"
I own Lake Fossil Press and Ethereal Gazette you fucking no name whore. Show your fucking face if you're going to be smearing me you faceless bitch.

Turns out he doesn't own either, according to the folks who comment on Rusty's page, but whatever.

Here are this morning's emails, all within minutes of each other, all full of FURIOUS RAEG!

Friday, March 12, 2010 9:09 AM
From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
To:"Expose TheTard"
Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
I will go to the press with everything that you've tried to do to stifle my traffic and stifle my book sales. You want the fame so much -- I am going to make you hang yourself with it you fucking cunt. Don't ever FUCK with my integrity and don't fuck with my friends. I am coming for you with the full wrath of god bitch.

His traffic? I informed him that I actually helped his traffic by linking to his latest page and forum.

Apparently he threatened to make me cause my own suicide ala Hannibal Lector, which was tame compared to what came after.

Friday, March 12, 2010 6:58 PM
From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
To:"Expose TheTard"
Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
I have a shitload of hallowpoints and they have your name on them bitch,. LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE OR I GO TO THE PRESS WITH EVERYTHING YOU TRIED TO DO WITH ME! YOU WANT THE FAME -- IT WILL BE A NOOSE AROUND YOUR NECK BITCH.

Let me take a second to explain here to those who may not know about ammunition what was just said:

A hollow point (or "Hallowpoint" in Nickyspeak) is an expanding bullet that has a pit or hollowed out shape in its tip, generally intended to cause the bullet to expand upon entering a target in order to decrease penetration and disrupt more tissue as it travels through the target (via Wikipedia)

I take that threat lightly since Nicky himself has said on numerous occasions he cannot own firearms due to his mental condition. (If someone else in his home owns one however, then there is a possibility he may try to use one). Regardless I informed him that he just made a death threat, and how that was far more serious to the press and police than me posting his lost pictures.

He chose to back off his gun talk and went back to rape...

Friday, March 12, 2010 7:05 PM
From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
To:"Expose TheTard"
Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
BITCH -- I Am going to press with everything. YOUR FUCKED LADY. DON'T EVER FUCK WITH MY COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. YOU MADE A HUGE MISTAKE WATERMARKING EVERYTHING BECAUSE I AM GOING TO USE THE PRESS TO RAPE YOUR FUCKING LIFE.

Friday, March 12, 2010 7:54 PM
From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
To:"Expose TheTard"
Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
Your entire world is going to crumble like cigarette ash. I am calm but you fucked with me for the last time. I am going to use the press to fuck with you and I am talking the large city papers. They find out what you assholes have collectively done to my publishing company and my careere they're going to be pissing down your neck until you beg for your suicide. I am not making a threat at your life but a threat to your whole fucking world. I am going to burn it down like you fucks burned my books and pirated my books.

I guess a number of reporters will soon urinate down my neck to an extent that I shall wish death upon myself. I loved his "I am calm" bit (he did stop CAPSLOCKing) and also, I laugh every time he or someone mentions his books being burned, because that's just funny.

Friday, March 12, 2010 8:33 PM
From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
To:"Expose TheTard"
Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
I am not threatening your life bitch -- I am threatening your entire blogging world. You want to fuck with my career? Yes I have a career as a writer and a publisher and you're fucking with that so I am going to fuck with your world -- you're going to watch that world crumble down brick by brick. Leave my friends alone. I have the article that is already sent to Chicago Sun Times, so do you really want to fuck with me -- the article is already sent to the newspaper and I already have five more newspapers I am going to send it to and they're not small papers.

Good you're afraid of me now -- you better be. By the time I am done you're going to choke on the fame, you want it so much by smearing me every step of the way -- I am going to fuck with your world in every way I am going to do because you and your friends fucked with good people. They didn't deserve what your friends did.

My "friends" ARE good people and never would harass fellow good people. I myself have never harassed any of his friends and I'm proud to say I have never seen any EONs do the same. I'm not afraid of him either, no one is, but I suppose that's another one of the delusions he accepts living in his fantasy world. I did remind him of his threats and how I would be forced to repost his emails where his cousin could see them (normally I keep emails private no matter who) and he responded with the equivalent of "Nuh uh I'm tellin' on YOU!"

Friday, March 12, 2010 8:38 PM
From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
To:"Expose TheTard"
Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
You have 48 hours to take very bit of written content of mine down from your blog or I send this article to another newspaper. This isn't blackmail -- this is playing hardball. Leave Grigori 3 alone and leave Neutral Red alone -- you messed with their integrity and you messed with one of my writers in the process. When someone does that, it's like they're messing with family. I will actually tell Kim exactly what you're doing with me with exposethetard -- I am not going after your blog on blogspot but your blog on wordpress.com to.
You fucked with a man who is fghting for his companies and something he put all his blood, sweat and tears in doing. So is really destroying my company really worth your miserable exsitance you faceless coward. Now show your fucking face as the press shall rape you.

(Kim has stated she doesn't care for my blog so he may be in luck, although I have a hard time believing gun and rape talk are okay regardless. Also, I have a wordpress blog?)

It's painfully obvious to anyone who has ever read my blog that I have never harassed Grigori 3 or Neutral Red...as a matter of fact Neutral Red contacted me regarding Nicky at the show (giving us hilarious info about Nicky screaming into the mic and almost ruining their gig even after he was told to) and to be honest Neutral Red showed themselves to be a class act when they did contact me. I went and purchased one of their albums afterwards I was so impressed Both are bands with a lot of talent and should be checked out...but that's just me stating my opinion, not kissing ass for swag like Nicky does.

I once again warned Nicky about his death threats, how I'd have to post these where she could see, but typical, he didn't listen because...

From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
To:"Expose TheTard"
Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
You're willing to lie to the world about that bitch -- that's more fuel for me to go to the press. I am going ot fuck with you using the press to do it. So you kindly want to stop fucking with my career and sales like some cunt. LAKE FOSSIL PRESS IS MY FUCKING COMPANY -- it's not some assholes who has a domain for it. I am the essence of the company and you're little dancing on the grave of it -- I am making your funeral arrangements.

...he went and threatened my life once again.

Friday, March 12, 2010 8:56 PM
From:"Nickolaus Pacione"
To:"Expose TheTard"
Re: quit stalking me you CUNT
So you really want to fuck with me now lady? You just unleashed the beast -- so if you think I am going to back off now, go fuck yourself. You should have never fucked with Withersin Magazine you made them a target because they ran my work. .

OH NOES I've "unleashed the beast"!!!! Run! The beast is going to come out of the basement and...then probably go back down.

After scratching my head at his Withersin comment, I think I finally figured out what's going on. My "Nicky's Ice Cream Post"post analogy featured all of the names Nicky drops on any given day, like Grigori 3, Withersin, Richard Mattheson, but it certainly didn't "go after" or insult them.

The emails above finally ended. I don't know if it's because he finally went to bed this afternoon or if he listened to me for once when I reminded him that such activity will surly cost him his internet access.

Myself? I don't mind. I'm a strong woman. But I posted this for the sake of the other (strong) women he ha harassed and will again the second he gets back online.

Now if you all will excuse me, I have to get ready for my interviews with the press. I have to find an old shirt to wear when they piss down my neck...

Let's Make Death Threats!

2010-03-11T16:43:00.001-08:00

Nicky has returned from being obliterated off of a forum and he's furious, but it has nothing to do with that. He doesn't give a link or mention a name, but I'm assuming based on what he said he's refering to lakefossilpress.com which appears to have an owner at the moment.

From his blogspot

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Fucking Faggot is trying to hold Lake Fossil Press hostage

The fucker created a domain trying to mislead people from my company. Anyone wants to send this faggot hate maile they can do so at the address above. Publishers -- do not take submissions from this person. He's set out to destroy Lake Fossil Press. My company's been around six years and I am not about to let some faggot ruin the company. If he wants to start a fight, he's got one now. I will see to it every publisher will not publish any of his manuscripts. Prepare to die asshole because your work is going to die with you.

Nicky apparently has no concept of just how cheap it is to secure a domain name or even host your own site for low monthly fees. For the cost of one of his anthologies that he admits will never make money, he could have secured his own name or the name of his "company" that means so much to him.

Instead he'd rather complain and make death threats at those who took the initiative he never did. If I remember right, he thought the owner of nickolauspacione.com should just hand it over to him after he did nothing to make it an actual domain name.

There's always etherealgazette.com, Nicky!
*checks*

etherealgazette.com is already taken.

Um...nevermind!

I think you should join another Christian site, Nicky. Your death threats are always hilarious but incredibly stupid.

**Note To Rusty**
Rusty was curious about the lineup change in EG10 and whose idea it was to pull the story.

It was the choice of the author, not Nicky.
****

Uncle Fossil

2010-03-08T14:48:00.000-08:00

Something I noticed in Nicky's latest rant: He gives his email address as unclefossil@live.com.

Curious, I looked around, and sure enough last year, he referred to himself in the third person as who? You guessed it, Uncle Fossil.
Pay attention kids -- this is most evil Uncle Fossil can get.

Writer
Editor
Web Designer
Promoter
Groupie
Carny

and now...

Kid's Show Host Uncle Fossil!

Uncle Fossil says:
"Hey boys and girls! The first 10 kids to write a scary story for Uncle Fossil to use in his new coloring book get free candy and unsold books! Bozo The Clown got me into hosting kid's shows back when he said I was the Richard Mattheson of clowns. I gave Ronald McDonald a copy of EtherSilly Gazette and he said I had a dark side like The Hamburgler!"

Hotel Parties With Models: 100% Believable

2010-03-08T14:16:00.000-08:00

It would be a full time job listing his name droppings over there, so I'm just going to grab a few from TODAY ALONE to show you the airs he is putting on.

I am friends with the bassist, the vocalist and the drummer of the band via Facebook.com (ROFL "I'm their best friend, online!)-- has anyone heard their stuff? I own their CD Apocalypse In Retrospect and they're one of the bands signed by my buddy Jeff Swanson. I did a write up of their CD too on VampireFreaks.com -- this one isn't as long as the ones I did for Ultimatum, Black Sabbath, Saviour Machine, Tourniquet, and Fashion Bomb.

/facepalm

Wolf in the band is a friend of mine (Wolf plays bass for Bloodstream Parade.) I should have Issue 11 done by then and will see of Davidson would be game to help me getting this going. You have pull with NoLifeTilMetal.com.

/double facepalm

I am recently friends with Val of Fashion Bomb so I am trying to get him a copy of DAGON's CD (I have an extra copy of Terraphobic.) They're playing in April at Reggie's Rock Room and in Crest Hell, Illinois (Crest Hill) this month -- but I am going to catch them at Reggie's in April. One of the members of Dagon actually lives in Chicago, so the promotion of that show should be a little easier to do than promoting Withering Soul and Neutral Red.

/wristcut

My own book, An Eye In Shadows, also explores inner hells of people's minds too. I wrote this one at a period of my life when my publishers were getting crucified for running my work. I did this to take the heat off them

Awe after all this time of never mentioning it before, Nicky finally explains the real reason he wrote it was to help others and not himself. Good thing he did it when he did otherwise those publisher's s reputations might suffer and some might have even gone out of business if yo had---OH...oops! Nevermind. :)

I am in correspondence with Matt (Retroactive Records) and Dave (Bombworks Records.) Getting the details together for this one will be the hard part and right now I am in correspondence with some models for the second local edition of my magazine. The promoter side of things is part time, I am still relatively new as a promoter but I want to do a show which knocks around the other promoters (the ones that do industrial electro type.)

head+desk

First time I heard a track of theirs has to be when Ultimatum did the song Locked In Chains on the Bombworks Records sampler. I picked up Dagon and My Silent Wake from that sampler. I paid attention to Dagon right away because they were named for an H.P. Lovecraft short story. I have about four of the bands on that sampler too -- the CD came with Ultimatum's label mate Grave Robber (my friend Skot Shaw is in the band Leper, I helped Grave Robber haul their gear in.)

Here's where it gets bad. After pictures were posted depicting Nicky as a flaming homosexual, he sort of has that look where someone at a party next to him asked him if he was the one that farted and as time goes on, he's not sure the other guests believe that he is not the source of the stink.

So from this point, it's all about "Oh I just happen to deal with models and have hotel parties with them" because as we all know, no gay man would ever do those things.

DOKKEN -- the one with the naked lady ripping the wings off her back (shut up, got to have something for the ladies, right? I can't blast something really heavy for them at hotel parties.)

"them" who?

I am in correspondence with Matt (Retroactive Records) and Dave (Bombworks Records.) Getting the details together for this one will be the hard part and right now I am in correspondence with some models for the second local edition of my magazine. The promoter side of things is part time, I am still relatively new as a promoter but I want to do a show which knocks around the other promoters (the ones that do industrial electro type.)

Oh....theeemmmm! Thank goodness we were starting to worry the new guy was gay and the one that farted. Sadly, were he in a hotel room with women, blasting music is exactly what he'd do and little else. He'd pace in a corner and yell at fire until the time came for his token "convention pass out" and EMTs arrived to take him out of the harem.

For the record: The people and the mods on that site all seem very cool. I found myself lurking on one section of the site reading everything from Carly Simon revealing more info about the identity of the man/men in the song "Your So Vain" to Food Network being pulled from some cable stations. It appears to me to be a cool board with cool people, even the mods!

Which is why Nicky being there is a shame. :(

Second Deleted Post

2010-03-08T09:15:00.000-08:00

I'm assuming the creator of the first screencap sent this over as well since it arrived the same way the first one did.

WARNING: NOT WORK SAFE

One of th0se doesn't looked shooped, so either someone has talent, or Nicky isn't as forthcoming about his preferences as we think.

Urine Or Vegetable Oil?

2010-03-08T07:58:00.000-08:00

http://npacione.ulmb.com/about_pacione.html
Nicky has a picture labeled "HorrorWritersDrugOfChoice"

I see a coffeepot.
I see a coffee cup.
But WHAT IS THAT YELLOW LIQUID IN THE BOTTLE?

Either his piss obsession goes deeper than we knew, or someone needs something oiled...EWW.

"♫ Oh Nikita You Will Never Know...♪"

2010-03-08T06:19:00.000-08:00

I don't know who to thank for this as it appeared in my anonymous reporting box as a link to an image site, but thank you whoever you are!

Over on the rock board Nicky has yet to be banned from, someone answered his question "What Scares You?" much to Nicky's dismay, then Susanna Holmes arrives to warn the members of Nicky's sordid past.

"everyone who knows me personally knows I refuse to touch an Elton John album. When I was at the apartment I was blasting Iced Earth or VOIVOD. Welcome to the ignore list you sad joker."

But he'll play the hell out of Leo Sawyer!

He's embarrassing the hell out of himself by being such a celeb-wannabe and he cannot talk over there without dropping names or promoting himself in anyway shape or form. Here are but a few examples...

NickolausPacione
"Oh damn -- the last movie I saw in the theater was Orphan. The last movie I bought on DVD is One Missed Call (I bought two copies of this one. One for myself and one for my publisher.)"

Had to mention "his publisher" who he drove out of business because he sucks so bad.

NickolausPacione
"Do any of you have Bruce Dickison's horror novel? I just bought that recently to see what he did. Being a writer myself out of the metal scene, this was something I had to pick up -- I learned how to be a journalist from Mick Mercer."

(Mick Mercer btw is his newest obsession, but don't hold that against Mick)

NickolausPacione
"I want the long sleeve the one that is designed like the secular metal long sleevs. I have an Iced Earth longsleeve from their show in 2004. I wear it when I host shows."

It goes on and on. Seriously. Every post is like that. There could be a thread titled "What's Your Favorite Ice Cream?" and you'd see

NickolausPacione
"I like Rocky Road. I once had an ice cream cone at a Grigori 3 concert with the Gwen the lead singer because I've know her for years. I usually have a bowl of sherbet when I'm editing one of my magazines or one of my upcoming LAKE FOSSIL PRESS books. Rob Halford got me into eating ice cream with nuts in it. Donna Burgess was the one who told me I lick my ice cream just like Lovecraft did. Richard Matheson likes Strawberry. Mick Mercer is the reason I only eat sugar cones. I ate frozen yogurt when I was published in WITHERSIN MAGAZINE. I was hospitalized a few years ago for a severe ice cream headache I got at Gothicfest 2007. The EMTs had to come get me after I sat down in discomfort."

No one likes a show off and name dropper, Nicky.

Nicky's Latest "Horror Target"

2010-03-07T18:11:00.000-08:00

First and foremost, Nicky's latest old target is something that actually got him on Wikipedia!

Nicky recently left a comment on the band Caustic's profile that simply went as follows


LAKEFOSSIL [Reply]	Feb 20, 2010, 12:29am Retire you fucking drunk. You're not getting a dime from me. Schmuck.

Wow! Pot sure is angry at the kettle, isn't he?

But why? (select words linked or in bold by me)

Lady, if you only knew the history of the Pacione / Fanale rivalry -- it stemmed from me doing the second Gothicfest. He was picking a fight with a person I call a very good friend and the reason I am visible as an author/publisher/promoter today.
It started out on LameJournal.com when I was promoting my appearence on Gothicfest 2007. Fanale and one of his other friends (a rival author) decided to pick a fight with me on there -- so I had another blog outside of the site and basically stated I will never get a CD from that drunk. Him and Crunchpod I made huge horror targets in the novella I am writing. He makes himself an easy target to have someone rip his nuts off verbally.
My hating his guts got me respect among people who think he's a prick. I decided to make a smart ass remark suggesting he retires after one of his friends pirated one of my books and he gained a pirated copy. I am now also a rival publisher of his friend Peter Propaganda too -- that actually stemmed from facebook, if you want to look up what I do just click the lulu.com links. Propaganda and I were once friends. Fanale claims to be hardcore when I have a reputation of doing things that are really hardcore such as pissing on a rival editor's picture and loading it up to a blog.

Oh noes! Nicky is going to make a vague reference to you in an upcoming book few will read!

This folks, is a tried and true marketing method Nicky has used for sometime: "I'm going to release a book that bashes you so you and your friends will have to buy copies to see what is said about you!"

Remember "An Eye In Shadows"? Remember how for years, we were all told the industry would be revealed and numerous enemies of his would have to hide in shame after what he would expose? He was hoping that people would buy a copy just to see what he said, and the only person I saw who even entertained that idea was Bluey. Sadly for Nicky though, the day before he officially released it for sale, a copy he had given away had been passed around to hundreds and hundreds of people, after which no one needed to actually pay for a copy.

Recently he tried this again with "Fandumb Writer" in order to get traffic to one of his old sites he was resurrecting.

Regardless, if you get such a threat from Nicky, keep in mind that

He will never use real full names, since he can't afford the legal bills that would follow.
The book, whatever it is, simply won't sell. Ever.
The three people that read the story won't know who you are in relation to him, nor would they care if they found out.
Many people who become Nicky's "Horror Targets" find a rise in sales and popularity, since Nicky has so many enemies people will often support those he hates just to irk him. Furthermore, many people become friends once they find they all have the hate of our lovable troll in common.
It's Nicky, so no attack from him, be it his fists or words, can ever hurt anyone.

And finally...

"I have a reputation of doing things that are really hardcore such as pissing on a rival editor's picture and loading it up to a blog."

What a hypocrite. He got all upset when it was done to him, but not only was he the first to place someone's picture in a toilet and urinate on it, he still brags about it. He also took a page from Baxter's book and not only wiped his dirty ass with it, he then placed it on top of the garbage in their kitchen. Such class must really jack up his sales.

Nicky's New Forum

2010-03-07T15:26:00.000-08:00

Can be found here

http://tormentedminds.hyperboards.com/

You'd better get in on it fast as members are joining in droves!

Our members have made a total of 1 posts in 1 topics.
We have 1 member.
Our newest member is Owner. The latest topic is Welcome to your new forum!
by Owner
on Mar 4th, 2010 at 09:13 am

How popular, you ask?

The most users ever online was 1 on Mar 4th, 2010 at 09:13 am.
0 members, 1 guest

If you're wondering what may be the cause of such numbers, two things should be considered:

It's being linked from Nicky's latest website that actually starts out with "GREETINGS YA BASTARDS"
If you wish to contact the author, you must click the banner below and that is exactly how it appers on his site

Apparently that way of speaking to people works for him, so why not?

Nicky And Diners or "I will personally present the prize signed and personalized in front of you"

2010-03-05T08:59:00.001-08:00

His idea of partying on New Years is to have coffee in a diner.
He once envisioned his ex and ex-roommate having coffee in a diner talking with each other.
Has an upcoming story called "Dream Diner"
Wants his latest titles to be the kind of books one could read in a diner.

Now THIS (thanks to Rusty for the heads up)

What Scares You Contest

"This is a little contest I am going to hold for The Ethereal Gazette, and as some people know this issue is a local author edition part two. I am looking for one or two people to scare what scares them in about 1800 to 4400 words – scare me with it. Write about the thing that scares you and do it in a way that makes it read like something Rod Serling could have written if he was still alive."

If he were still alive he'd put your eye out with one of his lit cigs for dropping his name so much.

"You must between 17 to 39 years of age to take part in this one, and be detailed with the story – it won't be a lead story in the magazine but it will be one that will be the interlude between the short stories to the novella length works."

17? Still? I thought you swore off preying on the young, Nicky? Why did you drop the age limit after swearing you'd never work with another teen ever again? I wasn't crazy about your 17 year old girlfriend when you were in your 20's and in the Navy, Nicky, but at this point it's beyond creepy.

From here on out it gets downright creepy, because he seems more focused on 17 year olds than diners, which is saying a lot.

"There will be two winners picked but one will be getting a signed book from me, former classmates will be getting Darkened Horizons: Issue 3 while others will get An Eye In Shadows signed. Winners must include their photograph seated in a diner late at night so it goes with the entry unless they're 17 years old. You must be in the state of Illinois to be part of this contest.

Winners that are 17 years of age don't have to do the diner photo because of the curfew laws. There will be payment for the contest entry so you must be old enough to own a paypal account. The 17 year old winners will have their account upgraded to premium, plus a signed copy of Darkened Horizons: Issue 3."

*shutter*

"I won't allow alternative romance so don't even try it with The Ethereal Gazette because I don't want to lose the library distribution. I don't have support from Ralan.com anymore because of the rival magazine, GUD, is running the site."

Oh, I wouldn't worry about that causing you to lose your "library distribution". That'll come from other sources.

"So I have to be creative in getting a line up – the previous issues are on lulu.com if you want to see what I've published previously."

By creative, he means giving people great reviews then asking them to sub to his projects. Seriously.

"I will not consider any kind of erotica so don't even try it with me"

You already said that.

"-- think more Rod Serling,

You already said that too.

"Richard Matheson, Edgar Allan Poe, Stephen King, or H.P. Lovecraft and you're halfway there.

I am not thinking vampires, zombies, or serial killers here. Take me to the very depths of what scares you, scare me with it. If you can illustrate your entry, that is a plus too if the entry is 1800 words."

Considering someone once shattered your psyche and gave you nightmares for years by mearly suggesting you may need brain surgery, I don't think that will be hard for the prospective 17 year olds to scare you.

"I am expecting a full range of creativity with this, and I will allow Christians to take part in this – more than encourage, I actually welcome it with open arms. If you actually watched someone die by their own hand, don't let that tear away at you – use this contest as the vehicle to express it. Musically pick up some doom metal to help you with the buildups."

What in the holy fuck???

"Quote:

Submissions: etherealgazette@gmail.com (.doc, .rtf, .odt, or .wps)

Word Count: 1800 to 4400 words

Over 18 submitters: Include Photo at a diner late at night.

Please include offline contact information such as a physical mailing address so when I chose the winner – I can send them the prize.

All Submissions For The Contest Must Be In By June 20, 2010.

If you're from Chicago -- I will personally present the prize signed and personalized in front of you. I publish with Lulu.com with the magazine and with the book."

Nicky wants to meet you in person! The winner should feel honored, since the only people he personally hands his books to are usually in bands. Be prepared for him to ask you for some swag in return.

"I am seeking horror, messed up true dark stories (stories from the third shift -- yeah I am talking to you gas station workers here; I can't say exactly what I want to say here but if you read the magazine you will know the word I am looking for,) Christian Testimonies which can read like a Gothic Horror story, and true paranormal accounts."

Christian Gas Station Attendant/Ghost Hunter Working Graveyard . Got it.

"My magazine is a cross between Gothic Beauty, The Mick, Old School Weird Tales, and Twilight Zone Magazine. I published a testimony by Daniel Willow (I knew the guy for 20 plus years but I had no idea he had been caught up with a certain lifestyle.)"

And he had no idea about Nicky's "certain lifestyle".

"Once in a while I will give a heavy metal band a nod or two -- sometimes I will invite members of a band to write a scary story to see if they can scare the living daylights out of me. This magazine is a little R-Rated because of the language.

No, you invite a band to your home for sleepovers and offer to tuck them in at night. Seriously Nicky you really need to have your rock star groupie obsession addressed.

Example of required photograph

Thanks to my photoshop guru for enhancing this!

Nickolaus Pacione Is An Ass Kisser: Part 2

2010-03-04T20:43:00.000-08:00

You may have seen Nicky announce recently that a station would be giving away copies of his books. If you did, you weren't surprised since you know that's the only way his books get into anyone's hands (especially the book burners!) and many of them end up giving them away to people to torch.

But have you ever seen anyone desperate to give their crap away?

LAKEFOSSIL
[Reply]
Feb 20, 2010, 10:01pm
hey man you got something coming in the mail from Lulu.com -- they're the flesh and bloods for Ethereal Gazette: Issue 10. I am in the process of getting models for 11.

Him "getting models" reminds me too much of this.

In typical Nicky fashion, he lets the world know at every opportunity how broke he usually is...

LAKEFOSSIL
[Reply]
Feb 25, 2010, 01:59pm

I am not sure how big the box is but it should be coming from North Carolina. I am sending you a copy of my memoir, An Eye In Shadows, for you personally next month. I have to wait to see what my bill situation is like -- I got a $180 phone bill because I use two phone lines, it will be like that for a while. I am trying to nail the Joliet paper with the magazine but relying on word of mouth for the memoir becuase there are things my former classmates will be pissed about because I wrote in there -- I wrote about a classmate's death in retrospect because it helped develop my horror works.

This I found gross. Any one of the thousands of people that read their free copy of An Eye In Shadows will remember Nicky making a point of mentioning this classmate dying, and how he didn't care because he didn't really know the guy and how Nicky didn't cry at his or anyone else's funeral. Somehow the classmate's death "helped develop" his "horror works". As I remember, this was exactly how the classmate was mentioned.

"I remember how it affected a lot of people who were in his class from the beginning, reason why I didn't really effect me because I barely knew the guy. This was the second year I was living in Glendale Heights, Illinois. I moved there from Roselle, Illinois, in November 1987. I know I would have pissed a lot of people off about saying something back then about the death and how I hardly knew the guy – let alone he got his rocks off by making fun of me in the neighborhood."
- An Eye In Shadows: The Free PDF Edition

That's another thing about Nicky...he makes any tragedy around him, about him. Everything from female journalists going missing to 9/11. Here, he just told the DJ that a classmate's death affected him when it didn't. Hell he even made a point in the book to go from his ass breaking the bus window to the "Nordic Homicides"!

Nickolaus Pacione Is An Ass Kisser: Part 1

2010-03-04T20:00:00.000-08:00

And he's not very subtle about it.

First off, Nicky only writes positive reviews for two reasons: To kiss people's ass and to promote himself inside the reviews.

From Mick Mercer's Myspace

"... I dropped you a review on Lulu.com, I plan to get the books when I have some more cash -- I am impressed with how you presented the book -- `

That was nice of him to do for Mick, but there was a catch:

"you know I have an invitation for you, I am doing a special publication on Lulu.com which will be connected to my magazine. I am seeking true paranormal accounts written by everyone in the dark subculture (horror, Goth, Metal, and where ever you think.) "

he then goes on to say he's got a goth model for his upcoming EG.

-----

Now here's something that's really Nicky: Rock Groupie!

From Grave Robber's facebook

Nickolaus Pacione
Holy crap that's huge. Congrats on this one. I got a little present for you on VampireFreaks.com.com -- I did a huge review of your new CD.

The following is only select pieces from his review that back up my two theories: Nicky is a wannabe groupie to rock bands, and he only wants to print books to giveaway to said rock bands to increase his groupie status and get free swag (also, that he can't review anyone else's work without whoring himself out further) so from his Vampire Freaks review...

This is one of those bands I actually caught live and helped them bring their gear in to the show they were playing at -- this was at Skot Shaw's place they played at.
The kind of stuff they do, has my respect because they are the first in the faith based community to say Rape and Prostate in their lyrics. (lol@prostate)
I actually gave Skot a copy of my novella for and told him to put me to work with this one.
I actually met DJ Count at this show, a local Gothic DJ from my hometown and I gave him a copy of my novella from NSP Books.
I had this album in my CD player when I was editing my magazine and when I would write some of my horror stories --
I did a merch trade with the guys at the snow -- I have the I, Zombie shirt from them but I am trying to get another one where it's 2XL. (lol Nicky is a fatsto)
They usually play Cornerstone Festival somewhere in Illinois, but they are coming to Chicago at a new veneue that I wish I could make the show for -- I gave them a copy of Darkened Horizons: Issue 3 for the shirt.
It's the type where you pull out the black jeans and long sleeve t-shirts, the wallet chains and the kind of thing people did when they hear The Misfits or Danzig.
This band actually got a lot of recognition in the horror community, which is something to actually stand up and take notice -- they got the respect of this horror writer.
Take it from a guy who does scary stories for a living, these guys I actually play in my CD player when I do the short stories -- I usually blast a lot of doom metal when I do the baroque horror. These guys are good for the horror atmospherics.

Ethereal Gazette Issue Eleven

2010-03-04T16:44:00.000-08:00

I'm not sure if this is authentic or not since it didn't come from Nicky himself, but in my inbox this afternoon there was an email from someone claiming to have gotten a copy of the cover for the upcoming ETHEREAL GAZETTE from Nicky.

If this cover is legit I'm reporting him to the ASPCA. Again. I thought his "animalistic" days were over.

tsk tsk tsk Nicky...

2010-03-04T12:21:00.001-08:00

I told you about going after innocents, didn't I?

Nicky went after the FRIEND of someone he hates on a blog that had NOTHING to do with Nicky, and in it, said some of the most horribly shit imaginable. For any of the contributors to DYERS EVE and other projects you've sent Nicky your stories to hoping to get published by him, read the following, then ask yourself if the $5 is worth your name being tied to this psycho.
(name of person and blog withheld to keep their name out of it, like they are)

Nickolaus Pacione said...
"Do you and Lewis fuck each other in the ass all the time? Or that's right you're getting it from your dead mother. What if someone took your hard earned ideas and made stories from them? That's why I got pissed off -- I busted my ass on Halloween Girl. That story is MINE -- my ideas, my concept, my imagination. Do you understand that -- thou shall not steal you fucker. If you agree with LEWIS then you deserve to get rectal cancer.

4 March 2010 09:56"

Now, I already know a couple of people who are set to appear in DYERS EVE, and I may just contact them and simply ask them to come look at what I just posted. To any EONs reading this: If you come across anyone who plans to appear in any future Lake Fossil Press publications, I ask you link them to this entry to do the same.

Just look at this "person"

Or that's right you're getting it from your dead mother.

If you agree with LEWIS then you deserve to get rectal cancer.

You want to tell your friends and family "Hey look! This guy wants me in his 'book' and I said 'yes!'"?

Now as promised, because an innocent was attacked, here's something Nicky really hates: Seeing shit that he no longer can access.

I'm not an innocent, Nicky. Bitching about me is acceptable. Going after people who aren't involved or haven't done a thing to you are off-limits and you know this. Same goes for people that haven't said or done anything to you in years, especially if they're women. Do you understand?

People think you hate women because you are gay and can't admit it. They think you go after women authors because you're angry they are able to have a career as a writer when you still can't. Everytime you go after either, you might as well wear a dress with "I FAILED AT BEING AN AUTHOR" stitched across the back. Do you understand?

"I am now a show promoter and doing more metal shows"

2010-03-02T08:52:00.000-08:00

So I saw on his wordpress he decided to go after the same innocent person -- a female, who just happens to have done what he still can't which is to be a successful author -- after repeatedly being told not to.

Then I remembered how I have posted old pictures of his that he's lost in past hard drive crashes, and he has repeatedly told me not to.

Most importantly, I remembered how in recent weeks, he's going out of his way to let the world know that he's a mosh pit master.

It sure would suck if someone posted proof that he isn't, then watermarked it to boot, wouldn't it?
Since he's a full-on promoter now and looking to book at places that allow most pits, it would be detrimental to his budding career if someone posted proof that he can't take the stress of public events, wouldn't it? Or if he was exposed to be weak, period?

If so, the following is gonna suck for him.

8.24.2005
I am so exhausted right now it isn't even funny, and been busy working on my first full length book and starting a short story for the literary / dream journal. Right now it is about 8:30 PM CDT in Morris, Illinois, and working on a short story that will eventually find its home on diary-x. I am looking back at the old entries and figured would purge those and start new with this one. I am trying to keep a semi-professional attitude here because the whole damned world is watching every move I make now. Especially since I got two signings coming up in the next two months, and it was exactly four years ago when I went to my first convention. I think about that convention sometimes, and wonder what if I didn't have a dark journal going into the place. But who I am kidding the dark side is so much a part of me now it isn't even funny, especially since some of my friends are studying to become funeral directors.

If I wasn't sick as it is with my imagination, they come in and try to gross me out even more especially when I am eating -- they talk about pulling out a bloody tampon from a dead body. I am sure Mike Philbin would be getting some rather sick ideas from that one, hell I couldn't sleep for days after talking with Kriz. I could only imagine sleeping in a dorm room within a funeral home, and some morbid ideas to really scare people in there especially with my imagination. I actually played around with the idea of taking a nap in an open coffin and the way I sleep people are trying to put a mirror up to my face just to make sure I was still breathing. I remember a few years back from an old entry from the community I once ran, and was struggling with bouts of bronchitis. The nurses had to help me into bed with all the wires and everying. About four on my legs, a couple on my chest, then about four stuck to the back of my head and four on my face. They told me I could bring my sleeping bag into the test because I wasn't feeling well when I took the test. In fact one of the nurses actually scared me out of my wits. The entry I wrote of this was back in December 2002. It was something of that nature when I went to conventions I find myself either extremely tired and starting to come down with something or some other kind of health scare in there.

The hardest time of the year for me getting sleep is often the summer months because of the heat; I literary had to sleep in the lower living room with two fans blowing just to keep everything below room temprature. A few days ago I snapped a couple of pictures of me resting so some of the readers don't get worried about me because of my health tends to pay for it sometimes especially when it comes to getting the magazine ready to go. I think about this when I go to these events and make sure I make a few days out of it because that would allow me to get a few days sleep before actually going. That was my mistake going to both JournalCon, and the mistake I made with Convergence 10 was that I didn't keep my medication with me at all times. The difference between JournalCon 2001 and Covergence was this -- I actually went camping for JournalCon 2001 to save some money.
The thing I didn't count on was the ground eating my tent stakes and raining like it was no tomorrow. So during the groups discussing about entries I found myself having to borrow a blanket and a pillow and pass out in the corner on one of the couches. I didn't get much sleep and forgot to pack my meds, and found out if I am without my meds -- the police can by default put me in an ambulance to take me to the hospital. More so now because of all the meds I have to take, especially with one of them causes my body to respond like a damned diabetic. Those of you who were at Convergence 10 would know the story behind that one; I had a nasty case of the shakes. Then on the first three days after JournalCon 2001; when I had to check out of my campsite I had to find a place to wash all my clothes and dry out my sleeping bag because what happened there my tent caved in when I was stuck in the city.

So here I am years later and getting ready to go to Gothicfest 2005, it is offically the first major book signing I am doing as a lulu author. Being that book stores won't carry them because they don't have an ISBN on them so I have to sign the books at expos. I would rather do it expos but some of the books I have to do all the legwork myself to get it done, especially since I am gaining momentum in the industry. Some would see me as a laughing stock but all depends who you ask. So doing the book, An Eye In Shadows, is my way of not exactly breaking loose from being a horror writer, just giving me a wider reader base by saying I am also a nonfiction author. Since it is mainly my essays and nonfiction finds their way into publications I will do a book that picks up on that strength, the book itself is about my first four years as author while I was going to school at Glenbard East. The people who played their parts in the book will be addressed by Mr. or Ms. then their last name.

This is just so I am covering my ass; in each chapter I will write about how it was back then and add something about how it is now -- comparing the bullies I delt with then with the ones I deal with now in the industry. It is the industry bullies that pushed me into doing this project because Collectives on Amazon wasn't that well recieved. So I wanted to do something that will identify with the population who have the common practice of alienation. Even if I might have a dark persona, I am proving that that darkness is not a gimmick for me, and for me this is the real thing. Many of my nightmares became the inspiration for Collectives but sometimes throwing in a character driven story or a short story that is a work of nonfiction; I've been doing horror fiction and nonfiction equally as long but recently it was all my nonfiction that found its way into print. Especially since I made my first print sale, second sale overall. This time with a sister magazine that published a journal entry of mine. It is getting to be pretty cool that my journal entries are getting a lot of recognition. Now I am just waiting to see if some of my former classmates will end up contributing to my anthologies in some way or form."

That was five years ago. Has his health improved enough to do the job these days?

Sat Feb 20, 2010 2:38 am
"I did a show two years ago in April with Pitch Black Productions and Rebel Radio to bring in Neutral Red — the Chicago scene took them in as one of their own, and to see that happen. It made me happy, but I was puking my guts up at the show because my nerves were going haywire."

Nope.

Like a professional promoter, Nicky keeps his finger on the pulse on the hard rock scene.
But first he must constantly check his own pulse to predict when he'll faint again.

"GET AN ANALLY INFLICTED DEATH SENTENCE"

2010-03-02T08:28:00.000-08:00

I noticed Nicky lashed out recently and one of his targets is relavent to my interests!

"reginacook@gmail.c0om... She openly plagiarized my editor’s area photo on issue ten calling it her “submission”

You see, Regina Cook emailed me the exchange between her and Nicky the week it happened. Remember I said I had something shocking? Well it was to me anyway, because Nicky implied he wished her to get raped anally and of course, get sick with AIDs as a result. After years of denying that he's ever wished rape on any woman, he slips up. Anyway, here is the exchange between the two as sent by Regina...

*********

"Dear ETT: After seeing Nicky was willing to pay $20 for inside cover art, I decided to submit something myself. Knowing he loves himself and un-PC humor, I decided to take a picture from inside his latest Ethereal Gazette

(below the original picture it says something like "Here is the Editor-In-Chief hard at work on blah blah") and enhance it! I submitted it and the following is what I got from him.

P.S. He is looking for submissions through etherealgazette@gmail.com, slushpilejunkie@snakebite.co m, and slushpilejunkie@aol.com, so let your readers know that they should not send him Word documents made to look like they are legit submissions but inside contain something to anger him because that would be a great inconvenience to him. Sending fake submissions to those three emails would only distract him from his projects and cause him more stress, so tell them not to do that, ok?"

From: Nickolaus Pacione [etherealgazette@gmail.com]
To: (hidden)
Sent: Sun, Feb 7, 2010 7:33 am
Subject: Re: DYERS FUCKING EVE

You stole that from my magazine you bitch.

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From: Nickolaus Pacione [etherealgazette@gmail.com]
To: (hidden)
Sent: Wed, Feb 10, 2010 12:25 pm
Subject: Re: DYERS FUCKING EVE

FUCK OFF AND GET AN ANALLY INFLICTED DEATH SENTENCE. YOU STOLE THAT PICTURE FROM MY MAGAZINE YOU PLAGIARIZING BITCH --- for that you're getting a $4000.00 bill. PAY UP

---

Feb 10, 2010 12:22:09 PST
Hello (hidden),
Nickolaus Pacione would like to be paid through PayPal. ---------------------------------------------------------------- Merchant: Nickolaus Pacione gothicpreacher@rocketmail.com Note from merchant:
Subject: PAY UP CUNT
YOU LIKE TO STEAL MY PICTURES -- YOU FUCKING PAY FOR THEM YOU A.I.D.S. INFESTED BITCH
----------------------------------- Details ----------------------------------- Description: Goods Amount: $4,000.00 Total: $4,000.00 USD Nickolaus Pacione would like you to use PayPal - the safer, easier way to pay and get paid online.

*********

Speaking of someone "paying", he went after innocents, and he's going to pay for that here soon...

"Tabloid Purposes IV is carried in the library"

2010-03-01T17:29:00.000-08:00

He is becoming amazingly desperate for sales and attention.

Feeling that his interview in the local Coal City paper gave him celebrity status, and with his Withersin acceptance stuck in his head, Nicky uses a paper's website to shill as much as heavenly possible. Before he links to a website that has him tagged with "incompetent editor" and "copyright infringement", he announces his book is in a library.

Nickolaus Pacione Southlands Speculative Fiction Author featured five years ago in the Courant got noticed in Withersin Magazine's birth issue and published the tenth issue of his magazine. Looking for local authors to scare the masses with. Better pull out your Iron Maiden albums for this one. Memoir An Eye In Shadows is available ...on Amazon.com and Tabloid Purposes IV is carried in the library. Go there for your Gothic Horror fix in the southlands.

http://www.lulu.com/content/paperback-book/the-ethereal-gazette-issue-10----eternal-damnation-edition/8296123

Funny he doesn't mention he was banned from said library years ago for...well being Nicky.

The Return Of Valentine Vegan

2010-02-23T01:12:00.001-08:00

As seen here
http://shocklinesforum.yuku.com/topic/14329/master/1/?page=1
Nicky's former psychotic stalker has once again grown bored of his glass house and got himself a new bag of stones.

You may have read on this blog about ValentineVegan, the Nicky stalker that harassed him in a very unfunny and psychotic way. Sure Nicky has been trolled for years, however, ValentineVegan would go too far, such as threatening to tie Nicky up and smear feces on him. All while blaming others, pretending to be others, and threatening to call the cops on random innocent people to cover his tracks.

Once busted out, he had no choice to admit it was him, but in a pathetic twist decided to perform fellatio on Nicky to get back in his good graces. If you haven't already, I highly sugges you read his multiple-personality goodness from a few years ago, especially since he's not done making an ass of himself by accusing others of shit he still does.

Now, on to the show...

(LD 2010=Comments he left today, LD 2008=Comments he left in '08 as either himself or ValentineVegan)

LD 2010: "Matt Schwartz said just to ignore him, or go to the cops, so that's what I did. The police said they'd keep an eye out on this character and alert the authorities overseas --- so much for the NYPD..." (the moment you mention the Internet to them, they look at you like you're crazy, because one must be crazy to even be on a computer, right?)"

LD 2008: "Eric Enck, I will only say this once. I have no time for this immature rhetoric. Keep stirring shit for publicity on your own books and Nickolaus Pacione melodrama, and I will call the New York State Attorney General’s Office first thing Monday morning and have you pulled in for questioning faster than a dog can sniff his own ass, and have EVERYBODY investigated: Karen Koehler, Rusty Nail, Janrae Frank — including myself, with no worries whatsoever. You are the culprit again, as always, starting trouble between other parties, just like you did with a certain zombie author on previous occasions. It was all you. The New York Police Department has been keeping survellaince on Rusty and you as of late (among others), and they found this little tidbit from some site called “Deviant Art”. In Italics below (from what the detective provided me; http://www.exposethetard.blogspot.com/"

(after typing the latter, Daggy admitted to being the very person he was accusing others of being. In other words, take what he says with a grain of salt when it comes to accusations and the police)

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LD 2010: "He's been threatening, through here and other forums, myself, my family, women and children, from rape to defacation,"

LD 2008: "Knock, knock, knock…"who is it" grammy pacione, we’re here for your son. open up! we just want to take him for a stroll. maybe tie him to a tree, smear doody over his face, shave his head. we know he’s in there….please tell him to come outside, mammy pacione."
&
LD 2008: "a certain demented man's family will become involved in the crossfire. the phone calls come for gramma yet, nicky? you did this to yourself nickypoo, and now the Paciones must pay. "

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LD 2010: "degrading and making remarks about other people, smaller press magazines, smaller press operations, and disrespecting their staff and editors as well,"

LD 2008: "and whats this! we see you got published again. darkened horizons...tsk, tsk... spreadin the taint..... i guess we'll have to destroy that publication and its authors reputations."

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LD 2010: "He's threatened to beat up and kill me on occasion,"

LD 2008: "GAME OVER - YOU HAVE UNTIL VALENTINE"S DAY OR ELSE!!"

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LD 2010: "Let's repeat that: threatening myself, women and children and following people across the Interwebz"

LD 2008: "we never thought we'd see the day where we'd "expose" pictures of your mother and shirley. if you only had had the pics we have right now..."
&
LD 2008: "you know what we can do. go out of that dusty cobwebbed room, go upstairs and look at the window across the yard. yeah, the pickup. watch the lights flash three times when you go to the window. we are always watching."
&
LD 2008: "we're comin for your cousin too, so you better not be makin that shit up chump. cause if you are, then we'll find a cousin of yours to fuck with."

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LD 2010: "So I figured maybe I did something wrong by this troll who wants to remain anonymous and is afraid and cowardly,"

LD 2008: "After tapping into the mind of NP for answers, and going under the name Valentine Vegen, I came to the conclusion that both sides shared an EQUAL hatred. Equal anger."

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LD 2010: "The latest email I received from him was, entitled: MY DILDO IN YOUR WOMAN'S ASS."

LD 2008: "I plan to take each of you apart systematically.) only we're using your real name, family and friends, histories there, addresses and all."

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LD 2010: "But I'm sorry, I can't take this behind-the-scenes threatening and ganging up anymore."

LD 2008: "And then there’s Rusty (we’ll just call you that here in public). Since I have cancer anyway, and I have nothing to lose, and I have your home address, I figured I’d fill the car up with gas and drive out to your house and see who the person behind the blog is. I waited, sipping a cup of coffee behind the wheel, and when you finally came out and I matched you, Rusty. I FUCKING LAUGHED HYSTERICALLY! I spit up my coffee!"

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LD 2010: "So I figured maybe I did something wrong by this troll "

LD 2008: "Johaha (who I’ve smackdowned on too many occasions to even count) will still be the same little serial rapist and failure in life that he is from his screen in England.

With that said,,

Have a good day folks and thank you for promoting me! :)

Lawrence"

Now I do not know who this person is that he speaks of or anything about him. I do know, that of all the people on this earth to complain about the behavior he mentioned in that thread, he is the last person who should talk.

Let me close with this little gem:

"For those of you who often see a troll following me across this board from time to time, totally bad news, totally obsessed with me (to the point where a lot of you probably ignore me and stay away from me yourselves)"

Yeah, that's why.

Nicky - Ghost Hunter

2010-02-22T07:40:00.000-08:00

Continuing my point (well not my point, someone else made it in the comments section of RN about a week ago and it made a lot of sense to me) about Nicky getting things stuck in his short term memory and becomes unable to talk about anything else, lately Nicky has been obsessed with the apartment he stayed at a few years ago. Yes he tried to say it was haunted because it was across the street from a famous cemetery and a lot of other corny posuer crap, but this is the first I ever heard that he and/or Michelle used actual electronic equipment to search for ghosts in their apartment.

Nickolaus Pacione You guys should check out http://www.withersin.com because they take the true paranormal stories between 2000-3000 words -- check out the Birth Issue for one about my apartment at the time. We picked up an EVP and a spectral body in middle of the dining room.

Me personally, I have a hard time believing that. Why? Because he's the most chickenshit person I've ever met. Everything scares him. He had to go to therapy because the ex-roomie in question said he needed brain surgery. He needed to go into therapy because that comment gave him nightmares. His nightmare journals dating back to 1999 detail his bad dreams over the smallest shit.

In other words, had they really suspected there was a ghost in their apartment, Nicky would have pulled a "Shaggy" and scrambled out of that place never to return. He made it up to sell more crap.

"Yes I am very Gothic like that"

2010-02-22T07:37:00.000-08:00

This was only a month ago, but you can see another example of how his mind is stuck in a loop where he can only reference a select amount of thoughts, such as

pastors/preachers/church
Gothicism(???)
"his" old apartment (more on that next entry)
Coach/Coach's Midnight Diner
religion

Jan 25 2010 10:18 AM
Hey Ray I think I came across a Miss Linda in Iowa. She's a pastor who preaches off a near death experience. I actually used the referrence of Miss Linda in the story I wrote. She preaches with the holy book in hand but she was missing something -- her crystal ball! I also write in the same story that I wonder if she has nightmares about standing over her lifeless body in the hospital bed standing over the empty shell with two coins. The coins are for the ferryman to cross the River Styx. (Yes I am very Gothic like that. My testimony had hints of Gothicism in it because of the occult details. I actually held a lot of that back -- because if I really got into it some might be a little scared sh*tless.) My friend, John Welborn, from Empyrean Sky did a song about that called Into The Depths. The boatman crosses the river and the souls tormented sing the Devils Choir sort of thing -- it's a reference to Dante's Inferno. I didn't exactly let people know from church that I was that well read. If you saw my old apartment in Justice, Illinois, man you would freak at how many books I actually own. I have about 100, all horror and Science Fiction -- not talking just Stephen King but I have a lot of pulp era horror.
There's book you need to pick up -- it's called Coach's Midnight Diner: Jesus Vs. Cthulhu Edition. Coach and his wife run a small press out of Crystal Lake, Illinois. I actually went through this book in one day when Coach gave me the e-book until the print one came -- he actually hand delivered this at Gothicfest 2007. He, myself and a crime author from Schamburg, Illinois, shared a table -- the other writers were a Satanist named Corvis Nocturnum, A Wiccan named Raven Digitalis (this guy was my verbal sparring partner because he knew I was a Christian, a meat eater and a Conservative -- you remember how I used to play pranks on vegita

While I like to imagine Nicky"playing pranks" on Vegeta from Dragonball Z ("What 9000?!") I do believe he is talking about this individual here.

Shouldn't We Warn These Folks? Part 2

2010-02-19T18:04:00.000-08:00

Just in case anyone had a doubt that his intentions were honest when he tried to scam a charity into creating an anthology...that he could submit to...

Friday, January 28th, 2005
"When it comes to sending to magazines, I don't care if it is a paying or not -- just as long my name is out there it is cool with me."

Sadly, his reasoning is not that simple, as he noted a day later...

"If a publisher won't take a reprint -- fuck'em; I have no choice but send stories as a reprint because I don't want to endanger my disablity status. If I make a little pocket money here and there, fine but I want to do this on my own terms. I tell a prospective publisher to pick up projects I've been published with first before they consider just so they know what they are getting into with me."

So as always, avoid like the plague.

Nicky Won't Be On This Signing Tour or "Assholes?"

2010-02-18T14:15:00.000-08:00

The important thing is that you stay un-PC, Nicky.

Shouldn't We Warn These Folks?

2010-02-13T12:56:00.000-08:00

Children of the Night is a group dedicated to "Saving America's Children from Prostitution" and God bless them for that.

Children of the Night is a non-profit organization dedicated to rescuing America's children from prostitution. There are only 39 beds in the U.S. to help these children in their recovery. And 24 of those beds are right here at Children of the Night.

However, when a certain someone who is notorious for using charities for his own personal gain catches wind of them,

Nickolaus Pacione I heard about your organization from the CD that Deepest Symphony did on Dark Star Records. I am going to talk to one of my publishers to see if when I send my novella to them that they donate some money from the novella to the organization.

Sadly, knowing nothing about him, they believe him to be genuine

Children of the Night - Saving America's Children from Prostitution
Thank you Nickolaus. We can't do the work we do without you!

Three weeks later, "Mr. Concerned" swoops back in to show his true colors and what he's really interested in...himself.

Nickolaus Pacione If you guy decide on doing an anthology of runaway stories -- I have a novella that would be perfect for the project. Get an account at Lulu.com and try to get something going for that. I could talk to the Deepest Symphony guys to see if they want to front it because this was their gig.

"Get an account on lulu.com"? I thought you were looking to help? Sorta looks to me like he's saying "Put together an anthology so I can tell people I was accepted somewhere else." Something tells me one of his boring, incoherant stories filled with dozens of references to himself while plaguerizing a dozen other stories isn't going to help this particular charity.

However you can. If you would like to help you can do so by clicking here to donate towards this cause. (https://www.givedirect.org/give/givefrm.asp?Action=GC&CID=524)

In the meantime, shouldn't we warn them about Nicky? Or do you all think it's obvious to them who they are dealing with by now?

STILL Hasn't Found His Morticia Addams

2010-02-13T12:36:00.000-08:00

This was from yesterday. I think it's safe to say it's still relavent and he hasn't found "Morticia" in the past 24 hours.

My mother and step-father been married since 1986, they love each other very much, and that's proof positive that traditional marriage still works. I am single and trying to find that right Morticia Addams to come along. I hate when these bastards are anal raping the institution of marriage. Protecting the traditional marriage is not only vital but these bastards are causing their own exiction.

You know Nicky, people that go an entire decade without having sex aren't exactly procreating either. Sadly, your abstaining isn't leading to your "exiction".

Poor Nicky has been searching for his Morticia for a long time now. You can see how far back his search goes here and here or just search my blog for the word "Morticia"

btw The shocking (to me) entry I promised is still on it's way, however I've been asked to delay posting it for a day or so but it will get posted. If you'd like a hint as to what it may be about, take note of what words I've chosen to bold in this post...

Nicky Is A Broken Record Part 2

2010-02-13T09:58:00.000-08:00

Here is the second half of my response to Nicky's latest facebook...entry...that I wished I had never promised. Reading that once was painful. Thankfully one can count the number of times something is repeated in Microsoft Word otherwise I'd have a splitting headache right now!

Remember when he first discovered the word "Transgressive" and how often he used that? We'll start off the counting with how many times he uses his newest word "baroque"...

17 - Number of times the word "baroque" is mentioned.
34 - Number of times he mentions his own story names or books.
7 - Number of times he mentions Richard Matheson.
7 - Number of times I suspected he wants to have sex with Richard Matheson.
5 - Number of homoerotic references ("... cock and shoved it in his mouth").
1 - Number of times Nicky admits to having gay sex ("I got fucked working as a carnie.").
2 - Number of times he mentions his little sister and creeps me out by doing it.
36 - Number of times he says the word "Fuck".
26 - Mispellings ("Shakespherean" LOL "intelect", "pulbished", etc).
6 - Number of times Terry Lloyd Vinson is mentioned.
6 - Number of times I knew he was gay for Terry Lloyd Vinson.
3 - Number of times he takes a swipe at actual real successful authors he hates.

I could do that for days with this, but I shant. Like Rusty said he's become unhinged.

I did catch him in a lie ("The hell you say?! Nicky? Telling lies?!") when he said

"...my work caught the attention of JOE BOB BRIGGS with LIBRARY OF BONES!"

He might have gotten away with that lie too if I werent' on the web to remind people exactly what transpired between Nicky and Mr. Briggs.

He sent Joe Bob a rambling letter and included "Library of Bones". He got a personal response from Joe Bob alright, but nowhere did he mention he read it. If you read the link he said

"Sounds like you've totally got it going on, bud."

Which is the equivilent of "That's nice". I spoke to a friend last year who told me that he also had emailed Joe Bob Briggs in the late 90's, asking him about his part in the Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2, and he also got a short personalized response from him. My friend hasn't gone around claiming to be famous now because of that, but that's because he's not Nicky.

Nicky, who has become nothing more than a name dropper and rock groupie. If you read any of his Myspace or Facebook posts that he leaves on other people's profiles, all he does these days is drop names. He shills his own work, mentions someone else he knows, then pretends to try to hook people up like some greasy networking expert.

New Electric Guitar

2010-02-13T01:42:00.000-08:00

Before I continue my planned schedule, I remembered a bit of information I received early January that I hadn't posted with him being quiet.

Nicky, who has been begging for money, asking authors to submit work to him for free, and generally whining after all these years that he still can't pay authors, bought himself an electric guitar. He It's a B.C. Rich Warlock that he named "Legion" for some reason.

He's growing tired of being a rock groupie and now wishes to join the men on stage he so desperately wishes to fondle.

So, if you're owed any money from Nicky, and you're getting the run around as to why he can't afford to pay you, ask for his guitar as payment. It's not like he'll make anything of it!

Nicky Is A Broken Record Part 1

2010-02-12T12:17:00.000-08:00

Nicky has released another wall-of-text just now titled The Soundtrack and Books for Baroque Horror! AKA HORROR LESSONS FROM N.A. PACIONE.

Before I link to it and you read it, can you guess what it will contain?

-His favorite bands?
-His word counts?
-A newly learned word (baroque) to repeat over and over Asperger's style?
-His word counts?
-Names of his previous works?
-Names of authors that didn't tell him he sucked?
-Gay references, suck as "fucker's cock and shoved it in his mouth?"
-His favorite bands?
-His word counts?
-Places he's lived?
-Complaints about being pirated?
-Jabs at those he hates, by name?
-More attacks at female authors who have outdone him?
-Lots of CAPS?

If you guessed any of these, you're correct! Maybe you based your guesses on the fact that his previous entry, as in the past 24 hours, was a list of the best mosh pits where he simply listed all of his favorite bands IN ALL CAPS.

The reason this entry is a "Part 1" is because the next entry is going to count how many times the items in the list above occurred...in just his latest entry.

My entry after that will may shock you as it shocked me when I first saw it. I received an anonymous email yesterday from someone who has been in direct contact with Nicky and has shocking stuff to share. The dialog, along with a nifty picture, arrived in my anonymous box yesterday with permission to pass it on, which I will shortly!

"Death Greets Me Warm"

2010-02-11T08:43:00.000-08:00

Nicky has an insatiable desire to rip off every Metallica song title every written. Having torn through Alice in Chains' catalog as well as Corrosion of Conformity's "AVARICE", and even though he hasn't completed the anthology named after another Metallica song, DYER'S EVE...

...Nicky's latest story is titled DEATH GREETS ME WARM, and it's a "colaboration" with another author.

This is the same Nicky who shit bricks when he heard someone was putting out a book called TABLOID PURPOSES and even became enraged at another author for merely having an anthology with the word TABLOID in it.

Hypocrasy aside, maybe it satisfies his craving to plagiarize without going as far as he used to.

"The Room Mate" Review Is Up

2010-02-11T03:53:00.000-08:00

go ahead and skip my ranting and go right to the review here

Some years ago, you may remember that a review of I.O.W.A. was written that AngryInIllinois had featured on their DeviantArt page. Surpisingly,Nicky did not approve of this and complained in the comments section of the review, one of his own blogs, and many other places, as it was (and still is LOL) unpublished. Soon after, the mystery reviewer asked people in the comments section here if they would like to see a review of "The Room Mate", another unpublished opus of Nicky's, which angered him to the extent that he left a death threat here and begged us to "LET ME SELL THOSE FAGS", missing comma and all.

This week though he's been busy. He's been harassing innocents in his past two magazines - both released within days of each other - some poor former classmate of his whose email he posted on his facebook, and now I see he's actually gone back to harrassing an innocent via email. A female no less. In fact, 90% of the innocents he's going after this past week are female, because he's a weak coward with issues who cannot stand women succeeding where he eternally fails.

Anyway, AngryInIllinois has posted the latest review of "The Room Mate" which Nicky eventually gave up trying to shop around and decided to use as filler in one of his recent magazines.

Go ahead and point and laugh, he won't complain. In fact, he doesn't anymore. Seems his balls have been removed by both a relative, and two beloved trolls who somehow scared Nicky into silence, so he won't be coming after anyone that has a good chuckle at his expense.

"I am a horror purist" or ETHEREAL GAZETTE: THE EDITION WE DON'T WANT ANYONE TO SEE

2010-02-06T21:57:00.000-08:00

Yeah Nicky, this looks like pure horror to me.

The quote used for the title of this entry as well as the above image both come from ETHEREAL GAZETTE ISSUE NINE that he renamed WINTER EDITION 2009/2010 to try to sneek under the radar. You know of ISSUE TEN since he mentioned it in a blog of his that Rusty caught, but you didn't see a thing about this. This was uploaded January 27th 2010, not even two weeks ago. If you check his nextcat page you'll see that he's announced ISSUE TEN is out, but nowhere does he mention this.

Nudity, Nicky? Yes it's classical art depicting angels, but you still posted THE most un-horror image one could possibly use for a HORROR magazine.

He uses this issue to bash a female author once again, whose name I won't use because that's what he wants. However, this particular female author became an obsession of Nicky's, which led to him having a mental breakdown in front of everyone on the net when he saw she had once again achieved the success he still can't when it was announced she landed a multi book deal. He flipped. He went more nuts than ever. Not long after, a concerned relative of his stepped in which led to him once again entering a mental facility. He also lost his high speed internet access which he still doesn't have to this day.

Kim, if you're reading this, he's still showing a dangerous obsession and appears to have picked back up on his stalking of a female author. If Rusty or anyone who has had contact with her could pass that on, I think it'd be for the best.

He then goes on to rewrite history - a favorite hobby of his - by complaining once again that AN EYE IN SHADOWS was pirated but this time, he claims "some jackoff" paid for the copy that was passed around to hundreds of people for free. He forgot that the copy in question was clearly a freebe that he had given someone.

He goes on to complain about another female author who he's obsessively stalked over the years, mentions her name multiple times in fact. This particular author literally gets mentioned in every single one of his publications. His obsession with her alone, especially after all this time, is additional proof he needs to be put away again for a lot longer and possible have a couple of "Cease and Desists" against him.

And that's only in two paragraphs.

Speaking of obsessions from years ago he just can't seem to let go of, he starts the next paragraph once again going after the former owner of gothic.net. He then goes on to mention he is going to open an account on Lightening Source for his "Broken Mindframe" crap, then again, goes after the former website owner. It's almost as if his business gets in the way of his hate-filled obsessions.

Here is a tip, Nicky: If you're still steamed at people after all this time, they have won. They have gotten under your skin and the pain they inflicted on you years ago still hurts you deeply. They get their name mentioned in every publication you put out, which means you pay to give them free publicity.

What else...

- He paid $500 to get "Collectives" published, which has such a comically bad opening line ("From this that eludes me which I pen this-as what I say what eludes me is sleep, and from the sleep becomes the etchings where...") it has not only become internet infamous for how bad it is, it also scares away any potential buyers who catch it in the preview.

- One of the authors from the second issue left a bad review of "Collectives" lol

- He talks about having to use Open Office and Atlantis-something to edit his books (freeware for the unprofessional and poor) then goes on to say that his rival's anthologies got "one star" because "they didn't have the tools for the job". I am not making that up I swear.

- He's trying to rival actual presses in New York. Later I suspect he'll build soapbox racers to rival GM.

- He's a "good writer" for never writing about sex. If ever the term "Write what you know" applied to someone...

- However, AVARICE "will have some sexual content (it's set in part in 1984 on the Sunset Strip, I wanted to portray that area accurately)" You read it here first, folks. Nicky is going to finally write about sex. On the Sunset Strip. How he knows enough about either is beyond me.

Wait that isn't true he's written about sex before. The only other time he wrote about sex was a short story that takes place in a prison, and he wrote about "tossing salad".

- He's still looking for a magazine "brave enough" to print I.O.W.A. I have to say though, that I.O.W.A. is his deepest work to date. The lead character Dean is a writer who is a closeted homosexual who buries himself in his work to avoid his relationship with his wife Lenore. This leads to his best friend spending more time with her than Dean, evident in their constant running off together even to the point that Brian happens to be there to awaken her from a nightmare, a strong hint they slept together. Dean however, is finding it harder to deny his homosexual urges, which manifest into a raven that constantly appears to Dean, staring at him, trying to force him to face his deepest desires.

- "I want someone to come in and hit me right between the eyes with something - the harder they hit the better the chances they will be in this magazine." Am I reading that right? Nicky wants you to smack him in the head with an object as hard as they can and they'll be rewarded by being featured in one of his publications? Is he begging for death at this point?

Then of course the stories, one of which is "The Room Mate", which is basically one long whine-fest about his former roomie Michelle, and nothing more.

And if you think he's grown out of his masturbatory tendencies to make everything about him - including anthologies that feature other writers - you are incorrect. The front cover is actually an old Deviantart photo of him wearing a hoodie looking out at a lake.

I know that the book burners are going to be torching a copy of House Of Spiders 3 then upload the video to YouTube here shortly, but when that's done they seriously need to burn this one next.

PROOF He's An Asshole

2010-02-04T20:42:00.000-08:00

Sadly, a few of us know the mental and physical ailments that have befallen select members of the relatives Nicky lives with. Ideally, as a grown man living rent-free who is fully capable of doing so, you'd not only expect him to help care for them in their time of need, you'd expect him to do so with kindness and respect.

You expect too much of this evil midget.

"I don't like when my relatives are bugging me when I am in the middle of editing the magazine."

"...They want me to give up on the macabre, and write things more in tune with the guy who wrote The Cat In The Hat - children's stories. yeah right! I will leave that to a former classmate to do because he told me he wanted to do children's books. I would rather leave the reader long unnerved and scared long after they read the story. As much as a I love my family. They have to understand that I will write explicit dark fiction and non-fiction until the day I die; I will keep publishing it too as long as I am able to."

- Nickolaus Pacione, Ethereal Gazette Issue Ten

Now complain some more about not having a decent internet and having to use the library's again, schmuck.

Show Me You Care

2010-02-04T20:25:00.000-08:00

If anyone needed proof how desperate Nicky is at this point, SHOW ME YOU CARE is it.

Years ago he freely published it on one of his sites where he featured stories from other people, again for free, and in recent years re-posted it on his tripod page.

If you click on the link Rusty provided to the story, you'll see he has since deleted it. That's because he didn't have enough contributors for his latest Ethereal Gazette and needed padding.

Once again, Nicky is looking to gather up FREE stories and make you pay to read them.

Back in December of 2007 I posted the story here asking if it was legal for him to use something that wasn't his. Nicky being Nicky, left me gems like this

- "I billed you $500.00, be prepared to pay up cunt. I want your blood now."

- "SHOW YOUR FUCKING FACE BITCH."

- "This isn't a threat this time Cussedness -- I already took the liberties to report her to Blogspot and they are taking action this time around."

Then Janrae bitchslapped him as she always did.

Anyway, if you care to read SHOW ME YOU CARE, you can do so (for free!) by clicking here.

"I want to scare people. Not leave them hot and bothered thank you very much."

2010-01-26T22:40:00.000-08:00

That title sums up Nicky's dating life perfectly, but it's actually from a .pdf where he tells potential authors what he wants them to submit to his anthologies. Nothing new: Namedropping, giving someone or something the "middle finger", un-PC, characters have to be blue-collar people, no erotica, etc. There are some gems in it though...

"Hey HeadBangers, Goths, Rivetheads, and punks! Do you write dark, menacing horror fiction? Want to get your scary asses published and paid doing it?"

Then avoid Lake Fossil Press!

"No sex in the story though. I know sex sells..."

Which is why his books never do.

"I want this to be a mosh pit of horror fiction."

In other words, "I want this to be chaotic and for anyone involved to leave sore".

"I am being read by people as far as Australia..."

That part is true. SomethingAwful.com and EncyclopediaDramatica have readers worldwide.

"I am doing a charity anthology called DYERS EVE."

WAIT WHOA what's this? DYER'S EVE is now a charity anthology? Nicky must have made fun of the Haiti earthquake somewhere and now has to pretend he has a heart by pretending to raise money for them. QUAKES AND STORMS started out as just another anthology, until he got caught making NOLA flood jokes about a sucessful female author he hates (who he mentions yet again in this .pdf) and none of the money from the two people who purchased it went to help those in need.

"Some of them are vehicles for my own work because they're too controversial to send out."

In other words, "I tried sending out my stories to every publication I could find and they all still avoid my dogshit like the plague, so instead of trying to better my craft so that I can actually get accepted somewhere, I'll just print them myself."

"I know my readers very well and some of the readers actually submit to the magazine."

"And they are both very nice people."

"I am looking for the hardest of the hardcore horror fiction here, the harder and more razorwire it is – the better the chances it would get accepted to the magazine. Make it kick my ass into my face."

He'll need to mark somewhere since he's all ass.

"I want explicit content, swear your brains out – even do stories calling God a bastard or a motherfucker,, but don't do anything that reflects the left hand path. Be dark but not blasphemous...

"...then send me the definition of 'blasphemous' since I apparently don't know."

"My Internet is screwy right now so I have to upload the magazine on a borrowed
computer or the library computer."

So he has to sneak away to get back online.

"Gothic is fine – just give it a Blue Collar touch. nothing lace or PVC (if you have leather, it better be just a biker jacket or a leather blazer, Black Levi's or Lee's, Boots think black construction books or Combat Boots instead of NuRocs,)"

Ugh he's still all about masturbatory writing. Every single solitary story he's ever written, he's included himself in. That's bad enough, but now he's asking all the other contributors to...well...jerk him off too. By all the other contributors, I mean people in Illinois, because he listed where he wanting his writers to hail from, then mentioned nearly every city in Illinois and why.

Let me leave you with this...

"...fuck you GUD, FUCKING COCKSUCKER accused me of being a ripoff when EG was first."

"…scare me damn it"

2010-01-26T17:40:00.000-08:00

Nicky issued the titled challenge in hopes that people would spend money to do so, then write stories that he could then sell to make more money.

I'll try to scare Nicky by showing him something that scares me!

Chiming in On MC ing Metal Shows @ Yahoo! Video

I don't know about all of you, but that gives me the creeps. I don't know if it's the fact that he's happy and smiling, or the fact he can go from sidesplitting laughter to serious in half a second.

Maybe it's because he was on his way back from a bar, and the last time we saw him happy and laughing he was drunk then too.

drunk hamster @ Yahoo! Video

"I hated to take up the role as a war commentator"

2010-01-26T00:20:00.000-08:00

See the title of this thread? I couldn't wait to post the blog entry below and let it hit you at the very end as he wrote it, because to me I couldn't do it justice by merely making that part of the paragraph in a bigger font.

Nicky has always found a way of making any news tragedy about himself, from 9/11 to any local murder. Hell, if one is unlucky enough to read An Eye In Shadows they'll see he opens the book making a classmate's death about himself. But don't think for a second he is empathizing with any of the victims he writes about, because he can't. He lacks the ability to empathize with others. People with his condition(s) have been shown to merely mimic the act of pity on others from what they've seen in the media and from people around them because while they cannot empathize themselves, they know that's what they're supposed to do, so they pretend.

Anyway, a journalist was kidnapped while covering fighting in the middle east, and it scared the shit out of Nicky as he took it that he himself was also in danger being a journalist himself. The following was written by the same person who thought he (himself) was in danger after 9/11 because the terrorists were bound to hit Chicago, then scared to travel for the same reasons, even terrified that he would fall victim to a biological weapon attack.

7:26 am Thursday January 22nd 2002
the kidnapped Journalist
I was wondering if any of you were watching the news at all -- about the journalist who is kidnapped. I am thinking what the fucking hell. And the email the fucks used is through hotmail; it is one thing that I get a little bugged about the idea that the terrorists are using email to fuck with the country more because they like to call this nation sitting ducks. I was wondering what each of you think of the thought of terrorists using hotmail to deliver their threats. This is a shot to my system as an aspiring journalist. I cannot even begin to sleep because the dreams that would come into the picture about the thought if they carry out the deaths of journalists on the front lines -- they are risking their lives even more than the ones who are fighting the war. They don't get enough credit for what they are doing -- if I had the chance to cover it as a journalist I would go but I would not go unarmed. For the members of livejournal in the military and members of my e-lists who are going over -- my thoughts are with them. Those of you who are in Chicago and stuck in the snow be safe because it is really dangerous; for those who do believe in the power of prayer -- just pray for the safety of that journalist and the family who is here in the states. Especially since the mother is expecting, and due in three months. I hated to take up the role as a war commentator in the American front but this is something I did not ask to do but as a writer it is almost a given. In truth I am dreadfully frightened for the journalists who are over in the Arabic Theatre.

He survived this threat however, and went on to charge $3 for misspelled submission guidelines to his upcoming...work.

Father Of The Year

2010-01-25T23:10:00.000-08:00

If you have read this piece about Nicky...er I mean Gothicism being on trial, you may have seen this part:

I remember the months after being hospitalized well and the days after being accused of child abuse, it felt like my whole damn world was on trial. From my reading patterns, the way I dressed, the way I thought and the way I expressed myself was on trial because of what happened when those two assholes shot up Columbine High School on April 20, 1999.
The social workers were pissing down my back and used print outs of my website to basically rape me out of custody to my...

In other words, according to Nicky, he would have been a perfectly fine father unable to harm his child, right?

Wrong.

Saturday, July 20, 2002

This is going to be a post where I can blow off a lot of steam about all the shit going down on my newly gained community. But this is going to be a rant blasting that cheap imitation of Boy George, that fucktard Rozzlyn. Since that faggot thinks he can shut me up -- that is what it fucking thinks. I am more in agreement with his father when that fucker got tossed to his ass -- I would of done the same thing if that was my son, no matter if he is my blood or not -- father did not raise a faggot. Except for the fact that his father was physically abusive to the little fuck, personally I think the fucker brought it on himself for pushing is faggotry on his father. So for that little fuck this is my rant and the other three who got me looking like the criminal. I am not a criminal because I will use the "fag word" -- and I will blow up at someone if they used the six letter n-word, I was called that word when I was younger.
For those who love to get off on pushing their faggotry on me, keep the fuck walking motherfucker -- or should I say an asspumping fatherfucker. I am not the criminal for speaking my mind and for them to be trying to shut me up -- keep trying because all they are doing is giving me more fuel to throw on the fire. This is a middle finger to the ones who are pushing it down the throats of the straight males who are just as outspoken. And Eminem, you find this post -- thank you for becoming the inspiration. The inspiration for every straight male who are very opinionated -- not allowing the fags to use the Matt Sheppard bullshit as leverage to silence the ones who are not afraid to do a verbal ass kicking. Sometimes my words will kick the teeth in of my critics but that is something that is bit of a given.
And for this fucktard who thinks that metalheads should not be hosts -- the question I ask there is that was he dropped on the head when he was a kid or did his mamma put him a dress and made him walk around in public with that on. Then there would be them asking if I kiss my mother with my mouth, how about this -- quit talking about mothers, fatherfuck, saying that I am obsene or vulgar. Does these real words seem to sting -- maybe with this rant I am trying to say something and people don't fucking listen. To answer that faggotry, here is something for your heterophobic mind to here -- no one wants to hear about it, damn sorry excuse of a "man."

I'd like to end this with a seven year old journal entry from "Onu" who was one of the first people to cry foul when Nicky-The-Non-Goth took over the goth community over at lj back then.

Onu (onu) wrote,
@ 2003-10-11 19:47:00

Words to Live by
it is never fun to make fun of people
-Nickolaus
fucking christ you are spineless fucks
-Nickolaus
I am one of those types who happens to hit guys with glasses if they said shit they say to my face.
-Nickolaus
I am the darkest writer alive.
-Nickolaus
you have no right to those pictures you fuck
-Nickolaus
Too much of a pussy to say some of the shit he says in person. Fucking sodomite.
-Nickolaus
I am not the monster as the fuckers on ljdrama seeks to have me made out to be.
-Nickolaus

84 Days

2010-01-20T02:13:00.000-08:00

84 days is how long Nicky was actually in the military.

Doubt me?

Subject: ::my former navy mates:::
Time: 12:02 pm.
Mood: calm.
I am writing this hoping that some of my former company mates would be able to get in touch with me. Those of you who were from Companies 101 and 140, divisions 11 and 12, who are now in the fleet this is my message to you from Pacione, the Protestant RPO in the company. I wish all of you the best of luck with this effort if some of you are still in and waiting to go over -- this is what we have been training for -- though I could not go on; all of you would be my shipmates. Even though I am not with you guys in the company -- we trained to together on December 06, 1994, and though I was discharged on February 28th, 1995, some of you had passed and reviewed then moved on to your respective ratings -- some of you now would be either Petty Offices or Cheif Petty officers. Kincer -- if you are reading this best of luck brother even though it had been seven years since I had heard from all the members of company 140 or 101, I wish everyone in the brother and sister companies best of luck and come back with Godspeed. Even though I am a civillian now, but deep down part of me wants to be in the dungarees and watch cap loading the weapons. We lived together -- all 75 of us in the unit. The one everyone came to when things became stressful; this is for all the bluejackets out there who are now serving -- this is your Navy and your country -- protect it from the Bin Ladens in the world and make it safe for Democracy everywhere. Kincer and Mullikan best of luck to both of you; where ever the both of you are. Godspeed.

I'm not 100% sure, but I think the reason he was the "one everyone came to when things became stressful" was because he was their punching bag. What better way to relieve stress than to beat the snot out of that short little gothy guy?

Stalking or Social Networking?

2010-01-18T13:08:00.001-08:00

Nicky is a shameless rock star groupie. He always has been. Whether it's buying bands turkeys, pizzas, or volunteering to be a roadie for them, his love of sweaty metal beasts could better be described as a passion.

Or if you know Nicky, an obsession. For 2010, it's Scott Ian of Anthrax.

Nickolaus Pacione
How's the comic coming along? Been a long time since we spoke, but I am not sure if you remember me -- I was the one who told you about Iced Earth, The Glorious Burden. I am looking for an illustrator for my new novella -- perhaps you can give me a lead or two.
January 6 at 12:46am

That was his facebook. In order to make sure Scott can effectvely see him, he then follows up the unanswered question on another site (seriously why would you ask someone something on facebook, then reply on Myspace if they actually did reply to you?)

Jan 6, 2010 2:12 PM
So you do remember me. How's it going Scott, I caught Anthrax with Lacuna Coil in 2003. That's where I met Ray and Gwen of Grigori 3 (Check them out if you like Lacuna Coil and Ministry.) Since we last spoke I got published with Naked Snake Press with a novella, and I am seeking an illustrator for a couple new stories. Where can I get your comic book when it comes out?

This of course is Nicky laying the seeds for a successful promoter career. See, he tried writing, and realized he wasn't very good at it. He then tried putting together anthologies, which allowed him to let other people do the writing and at the end he simply slapped his name on it and he could say he had a book. But even Nicky, with his strong will and inability to admit wrong, finally started to realize that even publishing was something he wasn't good at.

So now he's trying his hand at another medium he hopes to profit off of by letting others do the actual creative work so he can reap the benefits.

Nicky is no stranger to the fine art of ass kissing, but it's moments like this that make you hope that rock stars these days have really good security.

edited to add: DYER'S EVE (yet another title stolen from a rock band, just as AVARICE was stolen from the band DISTURBED) is another "4theluv" anotholgy. "4theluv" means the person putting the project together isn't offering to pay you, you're doing it "for the love" of the project or act of writing itself. Anyway, DYER'S EVE's purpose is for something for Nicky to hand out at rock concerts. Nicky has a habit of handing out his books to rock bands to get his name out there (and hopefully get swag in return...he loves shirts and CDs!) so the purpose of this project is for him to be able to show bands how metal he is. He wants to be able to point to the title of the anthology and tell a band how metal he is for using the title of a Metallica song, and he wants to be able to open up the book to his story, AVARICE, and point out that it's the name of another metal band's (Disturbed) song.

You aren't supposed to know this though. You weren't supposed to find out his latest project is more about him wanting into the music scene and nothing to do with the writing scene...so don't tell him I told you! shhhh

Spoiler Alert!

2010-01-17T20:26:00.000-08:00

If anyone cares, and it's understandable if you don't, Nicky's latest story will be about a Christian musician who makes a pact with the devil. SPOILER: It won't have a beginning, middle, end, plot, coherence, character development, or anything else the publishers he's trying to shop it to actually want to read.

In other news, I received an email recently offering me a review of "The Story of Thomas Jode ". The reviewer in question isn't dealing with the same person that normally grants them access to early work-ups of a certain person's stories, so he/she isn't guaranteeing they will be able to obtain it for review. I was asked to add the disclaimer since they are apparently working with a new person I guess.

Grease And Lightning

2010-01-10T08:19:00.000-08:00

Ugh ok it's been too long since I've gazed at long pages of his drivel. Maybe it's because I wasn't wearing my glasses, but the headaches I used to get from pouring through his years of drivel have returned.

For now, I'm just going to go back to the last time he lost a computer (but not the last time he'd lose one) but I chose this one for a reason: I have always suspected that the mere fact a BOLT OF LIGHTNING DESTROYED HIS COMPUTER was an obvious sign from above. Think about it; he's tooling along on his latest abomination, taking a break from looking at porn to create another forgettable afront unto God, and suddenly nature itself destroys the very machine he has used over the years to churn out hate and garbage.

Atheist or not, you can't tell me it wasn't divine intervention. For the love of all that is good in the world people, A BOLT FROM THE SKIES ABOVE DESTROYED HIS COMPUTER! You all know what that was. He didn't, because he borrowed from a relative to get another one soon after.

From an entry posted here used only in part legally for the purposes of review and comment, I give you, the person so dense he couldn't see a sign from above if it destroyed his computer...

Thursday, January 24, 2008

breaking in a new computer

Before you assholes who said I was kicked off the internet can celebrate, I did just get a new computer and one story is salvaged out of the whole mess when lightning it the computer I edited Tabloid Purposes II and IV on. I am working with a new operating system so I am figuring out the learning curve with the thing and when that is done I will start with the uploading of new photos and they will be in private for close friends or for a couple short stories that were brewing around in my head.

The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse could ride down his street, bust down his door, and let one of their horses urinate fire on his previous writings, and he'd be none the wiser. Back then trying to stop him only made him try harder, to fail, which also always happened.

I have to order up a program version of Paperport because everything I have now needs to be compatable with Vista that means I have to get a new video camera too unless there is a way around that. My writing will be back in order too when I get this going. My master copies of everying where on the j-drive and lost The Drive By Ghost.

And nothing of value was lost.

I hope I can find one of the draft versions that my former room mate sent me via e-mail to work on because I will be re-writing one story too and found all my paper manuscripts from them. One story is in my e-mail too that got published.

Even back in 2008 thumbdrives were cheap and held a good amount of information. Floppy disks would have held a number of text documents. I'm supposed to believe I'm dealing with a professional who "backs up" files on his computer itself? Well I won't. And neither will the rest of the world.

I noticed that The Rusty Nail is up to bullshit again in the new year but I am trying to make the first part of the new year the most productive and I had to cancel the Class in Session anthology because of my major system crash.

It's a shame too, because that "Class In Session" project would have sold like crazy. Pre-orders were stacked up and the world was awaiting the masterpiece that burned in hell.

The little fuck will see his blog go to hell the moment I get the vista going to my liking. The computer I have now is a Compaq after having a gateway for the last seven years. I am going to invest in a Laptop too so I can do my short stories on the road too, and thinking how much it would cost for WiFi too.

"...because investing in a back-up harddrive or software to protect my computer is low on my list of things to blow money on. A SEVEN YEAR OLD computer and he was shocked it died? That computer crashed on it's own without the help of Divine Intervention dozens of times before. You literally could count on him whining about losing everything at least twice a year, and yet when it finally died, nothing was actually backed-up properly. If you didn't know this was the guy that misspelled his own name on one of his projects you might think he was stupid for that.

I am going to be paying my cousin back for this computer because it didn't cost as much as my one I used for Tabloid Purposes II -- I am going to have two computers if all goes well maybe three. I began to realize I am a person who almost needs three computers just to keep lake fossil press running,

LOL and since it's dead now I think it's safe to say he never got the additional two computers, am I right?

I am not about to close the company either

LOL

but I am going to plan a make up anthology for Class in Session because of the reason the computer died was an act of god sort of thing.

SEE?! Even he thinks that. That's the scary part: He thought that, but kept going. Uploading to lulu.com in defiance of God's will, this jerk kept going. Next time he tries to call anyone else an abomination, remember this evil.

All of this makes me believe in time travel. I think in the future, humans will be able to travel through time. At some point in the future, "Class In Session" and/or a few other plagiarized train wrecks will cause a rash of mass suicides. People will gaze upon them and decide there's nothing left to live for. Having had their eyes melt from their head, tens of people who actually read them will decide they'd rather be dead than blind.

But one of us took a stand: A time machine was obtained, and one of us went back in time and after repeated attempts to crash his computer and stop his madness, they finally succeeded in 2008 by not only crashing his computer, but they destroyed the back-up and saved humanity. Possibly at some point the future was still bleak after they returned, so they went back and did it again to make sure Tabloid Purposes 6:66 never saw the light of day.

Thank you brave soul, for traveling through time to stop Nicky from obliterating eyeballs around the world. Truly the world owes you!

"Lake Fossil Press Isn't Dead"

2010-01-10T07:56:00.000-08:00

Yes it is sweetie. It's soul has long since gone to hell before being kicked out by Satan for sucking so much.

Your "creative streak" came back to you in May of 2009. That was eight months ago. You sorta tried, but you just couldn't get "Thomas Jode" completed.

But regarding Lake Fossil Press, the last thing you ever officially did with that was to edit out someone out of II who had enough of your bullshit and wanted nothing to do with you. That took you forever and when you were done you acted exhausted like you had just edited "War and Peace. We're supposed to believe your computer went down for two months and that's why you've been creatively impotent for a year? We're supposed to believe that your computer went down again, period? For crying out loud in the past decade you have had a computer crash at least four times a year and went through about ten machines. Real professional company you have, you never backed anything up and couldn't be bothered to install software on any of your many computers to prevent that from happening over and over and over. I personally think that's a lie and you've just been into something else this past year, but to be fair, I'll dredge up as many of your "my computer just crashed" posts as I can and let people decide for themselves if your lying or not.

But as for Lake Fossil, let it have it's eternal rest it's earned it. The poor thing has been on life support since it began and it's been so worthless that you never earned a cent from it. You never broke even and the most use any of your "books" got was when they were being burned. They provided someone somewhere with some heat, but that's about it.

It's been ten minutes: Has your computer crashed yet?

"AWESOME SHARKS" or "CAREER GOAL: Work with robots"

2009-11-06T18:13:00.001-08:00

I couldn't get a hold of the person that usually does my graphics for me for this, so in case my feeble attempts make this hard to read, I will post below what this half page says.

Nick Pacione

HOMEROOM: Mrs. Nierswicki

CAREER GOAL: Work with robots

THE THING I LIKED BEST ABOUT HALL SCHOOL was the Spring Program

FAVORITE TEACHER: Mrs. Divine

WHEN HE GRADUATES FROM HIGH SCHOOL, HIS CLASSMATES THINK HE WILL still draw awesome sharks.

To be fair, the "HALL SCHOOL" can't be blamed on Nicky as that typo wasn't just on his bio page.

I originally planned on just posting this pic with no text because it speaks for itself, but I have to post to ask: Did anyone else think of Napoleon Dynamite when they saw him drawing "awesome sharks"? I'm sure none of the thousands of people that read his account of him in high school (or the two people that actually paid to read "An Eye In Shadows") would have compared him to Napoleon after reading his account of his time there, but that movie is all I can think of when I see this. Little did they know he'd transend beyond drawing sharks in an awesome manor and instead, write about them as ghosts.

NICKY: BUSINESS OWNER

2009-11-04T16:31:00.000-08:00

I'm not talking about Lake Fossil Press because that certainly wasn't a business, and sure as hell isn't a "press" in any sense of the word.

No, I'm talking about Nicky's desire to take over ownership of a place called Ven-U , a multi-leveled establishment in downtown Joliet that features a range of musical genres and food.

Nickolaus Pacione
Lamenting the closing of The Ven-U. Saw the disrepair of the place, now thinking of taking over the ownership.

Now I know what you're thinking: You're thinking Nicky doesn't have a chance in hell of achieving this goal. Why? Because his sole income is based off of disability checks that he usually wastes on his failed book projects? You think that no bank would loan him such a large amount needed to take ownership of such a place? You believe the fact he continues to spend his money on books no one ever buys (but they certainly torch) he must have no business or common sense?

Maybe you remember Nicky explaining that the money he got from his former Associated Content account (haha former) he could finally afford to eat lunch at a Chinese resturant, denoting that he is so poor he has to save to pay for a $7 meal. Is that it?

You guys don't know that for sure. After all, he recently had a book signing and for all you know he may have sold every last copy of his boo...

Nickolaus Pacione
is home right now. Signing was a bust.
6 hours ago

Oh my. Yet another book signing that was a bust. Yet another bus trip into Chicago to sell his wares only to have his cruelest enemy, humankind's desire not to pay money to stare at something that will make their eyes bleed and brain hurt, strike again. Well if any good is to come out of this, it will be that Nicky now has undeniable proof he sucks terribly and has no chance as a writer. Since he's limped away from each and every failed book signing (no wait...he usually gets driven off in the back of an ambulance after the stress of being out of the basement inevitably gets to him) and since this week shows that he has failed each and everytime he's ever tried, finally he can give up his laughable dream at being a writ

Nickolaus Pacione
The Ex room mate showed up and the bitch jinxed everything.

Nevermind he's doomed to repeat this shit over and over again. Just as he's done before, he can blame yet another failure on his ex-roommate. Notice he said she "jinxed everything"? She didn't actually do anything, she was simply in the same building as him. As we all know by now, none of the constant failures in his life are ever, ever his fault. It's always been someone elses.

But now he's gotten so desperate that he has no other choice but to blame his latest string of embarrassments on jinxs. Imaginary curses that no one can prove, most certainly not him, are all that's left for him to blame his misery on.

But certainly someone who hasn't been able to sell more than five copies of anything in the past decade due to evil jinxes has a chance at "taking over ownership" of a legitimate business...right?

Like A Skinny, Greasy Gothy Sanra Who Still Lives In A Basement or Field Of Dreams

2009-11-03T00:28:00.000-08:00

Nicky returned to the net recently and has been trying to make up for lost time.

Where has he been, besides completely offline for two months? Growing a beard.

Nickolaus Pacione
Scratching his full beard. Still trying to get used to having a full beard from just having a mustache and goatee. Packing the razor so he can shave his neck (Navy basic training had us shaving our neck when we would shave our face with a double blade razor.) It is the 13th anniversary of enlisting (when they gave the delayed entry program.)

On top of his rampant ~~ass-kissing~~ networking, poor Nicky has been playing the waiting game and quoting "Field Of Dreams":

Nickolaus Pacione
Those of you who play in Gothic Metal, Industrial Metal, Thrash/Speed Metal, Death Metal, Goth Rock, Gothic Hard Rock, or various related genres that use a full double bass kit from Chicago and looking for a venue to play at? Here's the myspace page for The Ven-U. They got a form for you to fill out with inform...ation about the band either national or local, cover or original they will book. Just don't book the show on December 4, 5, or 6 because Queensryche will be playing at Realto Square Theater. This is the first time that Joliet is hosting a Progressive Metal Icon. I am trying to get tickets for this show but I will take press kits, demo CDS, and flyers. I am trying to get something together at The Ven-U. The stage is a good sized one and it's two floors. I've been on the main floor when a show wasn't playing. I will give you the tools to book, and paraphrasing Field of Dreams if you book it, they will come. The Ven-U does have a physical website outside of Myspace. Their number is on their profile. I added them and learned that Beneath Betrayal is from Joliet (they broke up before the April 19th show with Neutral Red, Dark Spectrum, Ezurate and Withering Soul.) I am looking to work with Pitch Black Productions and other like minded metal promoters (either faith based or secular. I will book them together if they mesh well.)

But he isn't still waiting, is he?

Nickolaus Pacione
Just playing the damn waiting game. It's like a lion walking back and forth in a cage.

Ah well that was the 29th surely he's no longer waiting, right?

Nickolaus Pacione
Bus is almost here. They'd be calling anytime. October 29 at 7:17am

Nevermind. Oh well he can act like a ~~groupie~~ heterosexual fan and continue to ~~kiss the ass ofhard-on for~~ Nevermind. Oh well he can act like a ~~groupie~~ heterosexual fan and continue to ~~kiss the ass ofhard-on for~~ grown to love over the years, at least until they find out what he's really like and decide they are better off having one less ~~stalker~~ fan.
support celebs he has grown to love over the years, at least until they find out what he's really like and decide they are better off having one less ~~stalker~~ fan.

P.S. It's Nicky alright: He went all the way back to one of my very first blog entries (where I had people guess the last number in his home phone) and called me a pussy.

Don't Hold Your Breath Waiting For Thomas Jode

2009-08-19T01:53:00.000-07:00

How long does it take to write a story using characters that aren't yours? I honestly don't know, since I am not a writer, but it seems to take Nicky forever.

For example, there was I.O.W.A., which was 5,113 words not counting his own name or title (or so I heard anyway!) and when it was reviewed against Nicky's wishes, Nicky's response (swearing and threats aside) was

"I worked three fucking months on that story, for you assholes to rip away just like that."

which averaged out to about 57 words a day.

Granted many authors also have full-time jobs that.... nevermind.

Well many authors have families and children they take ca..... nevermind.

Even your most carefree bachelor author doesn't always have a lot of time to write, as they are usually being invited out to party with their frie.... nevermind.

Well, Nicky's latest project, seems slow going. Below is an analysis of his progress that actual writers could maybe chime in on and tell me if it's normal progress, or slow going as I think it is.

Date and Time	Update	Word Count	Words Added Since	Analysis
April 27 at 11:24am	“ Nickolaus Pacione Got a new story started.”	n/a	n/a	No job or responsibilities? He should be able to churn it out in no time!
May 19 at 11:01pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione Is writing a new story and seeing if he could get this fucking thing finally published in print after being published an entire year in a magazine and an anthology.”	n/a	n/a	Already looking for a place to publish it? Well it's been 22 days so it must be close to done, right? I mean, already looking to sell it then it should be ready, shouldn't it?
May 20 at 5:12pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione Working away on a short story, 1900 words and climbing. The story is called "The Story of Thomas Jode" trying to shop this one to Zoetrope Magazine but no printer to print the story up.”	1900	n/a	We finally get a word count: 1,900! That's about 3 words a day...which isn't much, is it?
May 20 at 9:55pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione Still hammering away on a manuscript that he was toying around with. Thinking of sending it to Glimmer Train magazine when it is done that's if it is done before the May 31, 2009 deadline.”	1900	n/a	Hammering away=progress! Already has a potential ~~victim~~ publisher, so it must be close to being done.
May 23 at 2:53pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione working on a short story but also looking for a gift to get a former classmate.”	1900	n/a	Well that explains some of it, since he's been looking for a present for a friend AND writing his latest masterpiece.
May 23 at 7:41pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione Trying to add more to a story he's working on.”	1900	?	Okay this update came only 5 hours after the last, which means the present ordeal must be taken care of, and now all that's left is to hammer away at his upcoming opus!
May 31 at 12:57pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione puched away 2000 words into the short story being worked on. Now see if I can get that to be a longer story.”	?	?	Wait, what? Did he punch in an additional 2,000 words into it overnight? That's impressive for him! Or, did he only add 100 and now it's at an even 2,000?
June 1 at 5:02pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione Hes 2500 words written of the story, now lets see if this could be made into a 3000 word short story.”	2500	500	Ah, it was the latter. So on the 31^st he added a whole whopping 100 words, then the next day an additional 500. He's aiming for a 3,000 word story here folks don't expect an actual full novel out of him.
June 18 at 3:39pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione Hammering away on a new short story. This one might be for that publication which has stories set in Chicago.”	2500	?	Still hammering away! Since he missed the May 31^st deadline for Glimmer Train Magazine (yeah, that's why it didn't get in) he also on top of writing it has to also think of where it's going. Some authors do write short stories specifically for certain anthologies/magazines, others just write, then when it's done, figure out where its' going, and Nicky isn't in the latter category.
June 20 at 12:28pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione 3100 words away on the new short story. Let's see how long I can make the thing.”	3100	600	Progress, I guess. Don't dwell on the fact it took him 20 days to write 600 words (or 30 words a day) he can't be expected to be Janrae Frank, who has churned out many books, none of them thin, during her career.
June 29 at 11:16pm ·	“ Nickolaus Pacione Hammering away on a short story. Going piece by piece. Blowing the dust off of a profile picture he used before. Hey Terrell, take a look at this one.”	?	?	Nicky the carpenter is still hammering away! And the delayed progress we now see is due to two factors: He is looking for profile pictures for other men to look at and he is going “piece by piece”. Since I am not a writer, maybe a real one can explain to me what that means.
June 30 at 2:00pm	“ Nickolaus Pacione has over 3300 words for the short story he's working on. Now it is searching for the publisher for the story will be the question.”	3300	200	It's been a little over two months (very little, as in a few days) and he's hit the 3,300 mark.

(DISCLAIMER: Nowhere on this blog have I or anyone else stated that a copy of Nicky's project in question, "The Story of Thomas Jode", was sent a copy via either a company Nicky submitted the story or a friend of his that he sent a copy to, and we have neither stated that a copy has been sent to us nor that one will once Nicky sends it to them. At no point have I written on this blog that a copy will be read and reviewed by AngryInIllinois or anyone else, or that the review, which we have not said probably won't appear on DA again, will be linked from this site for readers to click and read. ExposeTheTard has neither promised an early review of Nicky's latest story nor have we 'teased' the readers by saying that it is coming soon and that once it would be uploaded it would immediately linked to from here Again, we are not suggesting or attempting in a sly manor that a review of "The Story of Thomas Jode.

One has to wonder if this is why Nicky churns out so many anthologies over the years, as well as submitting short stories to numerous publications that either weren't legit before his entries or went belly-up not long after losing all credibility for printing his "work".

Many have claimed that he has no talent and doesn't have what it takes to write a full novel, and that's including the over padded 119 page "Norwood's Discovery" that was a novella, not a full book. The same people theorize that he couldn't put out a full novel even if he weren't lazy due to lacking what it takes, therefore he does anthologies, letting others contribute enough to actually make full-sized books, wherein he then slaps his name first and foremost on them, so that he can say there are full books with Nicky's name on it.

But is that the case? Or does he have such deep and magnificent stories to tell that he purposely averages about 50 words a day on each one because they are that great, and he can tell the world's best stories using far less words than actual accomplished, real, acknowledged, successful authors?

Bonus questions: Since Nicky spells it "Thomas Jode", is it fair to say he's using Steinbeck's character without permission? Granted, Springstien and even Rage Against The Machine both Thomas Joad as well however, Nicky has always raised a huge stink over anyone using his characters without his permission. That isn't counting the guidelines to a project of his a few years ago where he asked people to write stories using his characters with his permission (no one actually took him up on that author, which is funny because many have written stories using his characters to fuck with him for free, and yet passed up the opportunity to get paid $5 many months after the promised amounts).

Plaugerizing? Maybe not. Lack of creativity? Possibly. The millionth example of Nicky being a hypocrite? Without a doubt.

Don't believe me that Nicky hates others using his characters? Take a look at this poll:

"Do you have respect for other writers' characters enough not to write "fan fiction"?

No and explain in the comment area below.
Yes -- I write my own characters and plots."

lol the first option won out as 80% of those who took the questionare option chose #1.

"I will tell them the same thing I am telling all of you bastards stealing my characters and holding my imprint hostage. Kiss my ass." from here

See, he's against that.

"Asshole. When this asshole goes around committing acts of plagiarism on one of my characters, does he really have a place to really comment on an innocent remark relating to Flood Insurance." from here

"This joker is what they call the male equal to the myspace mom. The son of a bitch harbored repeated plagiarism of my characters..." in reference to our magnificant hero autoaim, from here

That settles it: Using someone else's characters is wrong, therefore making Nicky The Hypocrite, wrong.

"I am making fun of the fact people are writing fan fiction from Poppy's work, and I am just waiting for one person to actually make all her characters straight and her beloved G-Man having a wife and a baby." from here

Oh I almost forgot the main rule, which is that something is wrong to do to Nicky, but is perfectly fine to do to his foes like Poppy. Almost forgot he called for people to burn her books after baaawing that folks did that to his.

I don't fucking appreciate the fact you bastards are slashing up my characters. That is the ultimate form of disrespect. from here

Maybe he's saying you can, but if people keep his characters A-Sexual as he meant them to be, then it's fine. Oddly enough he had previously claimed pissing on his books and pictures of himself was the "ultimate form of disrespect"

" I am willing to bet you also write fan fiction from stolen characters too early in your life. It pisses me off and feels like I got kicked in the balls when someone goes aroud slashing my work up. It's not funny. Get a life you queers. For fuck's sake, fair use doesn't include the blantent theft of my characters and making them into faggots." Informing here us that if you write gay sex pieces using his characters, you are causing him the same pain he'd feel were you to assault his testicles, so don't do it. That wasn't a hint or me giving ammo to those who hate him to do it anyway to make his life hell, because I am not strongly suggesting you do it

See I was right: It's acceptable to steal characters as long as they never, ever, partake in biblical relations. It's not fair that his imaganary people get laid and he doesn't.

"I've never went around and stole characters from you or Brian Keene to make them look like total assholes. Doing that kind of shit is kind of like playing with fire because you will end up being the one that gets burned in the end." from here

And because Thomas Jode isn't a walking anus who has gay relations, what he did was ok.

"If they want to be writers, create their own damn characters."

"Passing it off as 'literature' if those assholes want to write short stories why can't they come up with their own ideas with their own characters. "

That's a good question, however I don't believe asking the same guy who has written fanfiction and stole characters from Sherlock Holmes, The Crow, and Johnny Alien is fit to answer that question.

By the way: This article, includng this sentence, makes this blog entry 2,130 words in length. and took me less than an hour to write.Nicky's story, "The Story Of Thomas Jode", took well over a month to get to the 2,500 mark.

Editor's note: Since writing this in early June, Nicky has very recently posted an update about it:

Nickolaus Pacione
Is adding more to the story he's working on.
Mon at 11:54am

Of course you are, Nicky, of course you are.

"Can't do a site that trashes on me in a drop of the hat."

2009-08-19T01:28:00.000-07:00


NIckolaus Pacione said...: Still stealing my work ExposeTheTard. You had no permission to use my work on your website so you better take it down. Can't do a site that trashes on me in a drop of the hat. Melany, what kind of life do you have now. Where you're stalking me just to make my life a living hell.

August 17, 2009 10:20 AM

He's just now getting around to bitching about me legally posting a small bit from one of his previous pieces that is so bad, even Nicky wouldn't admit to writing it, hence Theo Wolfe.

When I first saw his blog entry, I thought he was upset about me reading another story of his called "The Story Of Tom Jode" which, speaking of stealing, is a misspelled name that should sound familiar to most. Anyway I hadn't said that I myself got to read an early version of his latest garbage that proves he is incapable of improving, so I couldn't understand what he was bitching about this time until just now.

You'll have to forgive Nicky for his outbursts he's had a rough August. As you know the beginning of August is his birthday, and he's so unloved he had to treat himself to a White Sox game in Chicago.

I mean, you'd think if he were loved someone would have offered to drop him off then picked him up when it was over.

Sadly, Nicky had to do the hospice thing again. Not only that, but there wasn't any guarantee that he could even treat himself to something. He almost couldn't go because his "tugboat" money wasn't in his account as the day was getting closer, which would have led to yet another night of him sleeping penniless in Chicago with the possibility of getting re-arrested.

Not that anyone should have to care for this gothy manchild, but when he makes a trip that far from home and winds up in a hostel room hoping money he didn't earn makes it to his account on time? That's yet another clue that Nicky needs to have people watching him around the clock, but I'm talking about folks in white coats, not his family.

All of that being said, Rusty's list of how Nicky will act from this point on for the next couple of days probably won't happen. He'll let you insult him and his family all you want and not say a word, but what sets him off is him seeing what he considers his masterful creations posted somewhere without his permission.

There is always the chance he'll chime in regarding his criminally boring "Thomas Jode" story, even though I I never indicated an unfinished copy was floating around out there lately.

Speaking of that story, it is taking him forever to write it even though he doesn't have a job. Don't believe me? I made a little something about it months ago and never posted it, which I believe I'll do right now...

In Defense Of Melany Part 2

2009-06-09T21:05:00.000-07:00

Months ago Nicky commented to Melany in anger that he may not be the father of their child, and I shot back using his own words from almost a decade ago where he admits that he is in a letter to their child.

Well recently he did it again

I just hate you with every bone in my body. You're going to wish all you want to see me locked away but we all know that I got some of my freedom the day you left me. You still want to slap me across my face for what I am saying here, this is my blog and I can say what I wish when I wish. You hold no control over what I say or what I do. Maybe that son isn't even mine.

yet even though I had already posted damning evidence before, I remembered having more, which I just found from his now deleted livejournal from 2003 courtest of my N: drive. What I am about to post here hasn't been seen in years...

Date: 2003-01-30 00:09
Subject: from father to his non-custodial son
Security: Public
Mood: depressed
Music: Theory of a Dead Man

Happy birthday son -- it is your fourth birthday last night. It was four years ago that I was in the hospital with your mother (even though the mother and I are not talking, we will always be your parents.) I will always be here for you even though the state would not allow me to be your father, my mind was too far gone and need to get the help I needed before I even began to be a father to you. A year ago I did a post like this and one of the longest I had done on livejournal in a long time along with the one on my birthday; I think of you all the time my son. This was about three years ago in Feburary that I had to sign you away to adoption, it kills me every time when the holidays come around and when your birthday is here and gone. I hope that your family who is looking out for you is doing a good job since if I tried to write a letter to you, I know that the bitch Blankenship would not make sure you get it. I still have a hate for her that is very strong as it was in 1999 -- but this post being that you are now four years old but when you turn 14 or 15, that your family would allow you to seek out the father that loves you but the state would never let you see. Your mother might hate me and I never speak with her -- it doesn't mean that we don't love you though. I don't know how she is taking it when she had to adopt you out -- but when I had to sign those papers it felt like the very thing that was keeping me alive was no longer there. So I continued with my writing in vain hopes that when you do find me, that you would find that first then seek me out. I will be 38 when you are old enough to seek me out, that would be a long time though because of the fuck ups of the system Iowa is.

Nicky we did this before. Everyone knows that you know you are the father. Most importantly the great state of Iowa does which is why they were smart enough to write you out of the picture for good. The sad yet comedic slant in your plan is that if anyone ever does try to seek you out, fandomwank and Encyclopedia Dramatica's pages on you show up on the first search page, guaranteeing that anyone that seeks you out online will learn the truth about you that you don't want known.

Of course if you don't believe Nicky, there's always that writer friend of his Theo Wolfe who wrote Loss of Blood. In fact let's read that again, shall we? If you don't want chronic eye bleeding from reading one of his pieces of shit from beginning to end, the following story has the important parts in bold so you can skip past the over dramatized garbage he wrote years ago. (please note some names have been removed, others purposely misspelled)

Tuesday, February 9th, 1999, the Loss of Blood
Written by Theodore Wolfe and Nickolaus Pacione

Introduction--LIFE IMITATES HORROR:
Those of you that may have read most of my fiction may not know where my imaginations come up with such terror, but that is a creation of my own imagination. In the years that I had spent reading H.P. Lovecraft, Edgar Allen Poe, and Stephen King -- horror is taken from reality as well. Theodore saw a copy of the police report that I had hand written, and was reading books written by John Saul (he, his wife and Melany (lol wat) told me to look into him,) H.P. Lovecraft, Robert Bloch, and as well as books of true crime such as case studies of Jeffory Dhamer and Jack The Ripper -- for me this is a true story when I had moved to Mason City's North End, I was actually jumped outside of my apartment.
I told Theodore of the case after he read the police report in the local newspaper. I wrote the rough draft under the suggestion of Officer Jessica Buckman because she was the officer on the scene when I was beaten down -- and said that I can make the report into a gothic tale. Theodore is a young writer, and grown up in New Hampton, Iowa, that was interested in writing out my police report as a story. I gave him the go ahead and this is what he'd come up with. It is based on what had happened February 9 to me.
Theo had been wanting to write a story on the lines of Robert Bloch and Stephen King, then read some of my fiction in a coffee house while I was waiting for my bus in Des Moines. Then using my police report, he wanted to write something that is likely top scare the shit of someone from Iowa as well as in Chicago Illinois. His wife, (lol wat again)whose name is also Melany, liked the idea and I gave him the go ahead, with Buchman's and my input -- "Loss of Blood" born. He gave me the rough draft, then with Barbara A. Oldham while on my break from work -- made the final revisions, as it would read similar to either "Method Into The Heart Of Madness" or "The Wrong Side of The Tracks" then made a reference to "The Comatose Letters." After I'd been reading the rough draft, at 20, Theodore is still learning the talent, the gift.
--Nickolaus A. Pacione
final revisions: February 9 - 14, 1999 Feb. 9 1999:*
After all this happened and I had time to calm down and think, There was a lot more I could remember and thought I better let the PD know. The altercation at the South Bridge mall happened when about four males and three females, all under the age of 18, were involved -- one was a coworker named Elizabeth (Liz) Anderson, 17. She harassed me about working Friday the 12th, when she knew that I already had plans to go see my (child) and fiancee, Melany in Iowa City. At this time, I'd told Anderson to leave me alone . Then I walked through the youth center in the mall. I talked to a youth pastor Larry Day about getting a ride to Iowa City. I called John from the Assembly Of God church. I left from there -- Murl , Gelpart, with another young man followed me into a book store where a friend of mine works. From there I asked, "What do you want and why are you guys following me?" I said, "I hope you realize I can get you two for stalking and harassment." Gelpart said, "Just tell me what you said and I will leave you alone, if not I will make your life hell for the rest of the days you live in Mason City " . Gelpart said that someone told him I said that his baby was ugly when I didn't even know the child, and when I had a newborn (child) of my own.
I said to him,"That's an out right lie and you know it!!!" Gelpart still didn't budge then An, a friend of mine who worked got right in front of him and told him to leave but he just waited out side of the store. From there I gave An eye signal to call security and mouthed it .The security guard , Trent showed up . I asked him to keep an eye on Gelpart, 17, and Murl, 16. I walked across the hall to the Zoo , another business in the Mall. When I was standing there I was watching for Sean and D. J. And I saw Sean make a motion as he was going to slit my throat.
When Trent showed up to the Zoo, he told me I better get my ass out of there and he that he'd will keep a look out. He tried to keep them occupied while I made my exit to J.C. Penny's. When I exited J.C. Penny's, one of Gelpart's friends tried to corner me so then I darted back into J.C. Penny's. When this occurred, I was looking for the security guard again . Then the guard, Trent walked with me to the employee's hallway , then called the police In the mean time, my coworker, Liz and Sean's sister with another girl whom I did not know was on the SE. end of Mall waiting for me to go out of the building that way. Right before the police officer had shown up, Gelpart jumped in the face of Trent , the security guard, he said "I'll floor you right now, mother fucker!!". I just looked on not saying a word, but then he'd shouted at me saying that I am next. I said you lay one hand on me and I'll have you handcuffed and butt raped in prison. That's when the woman Police officer, Buckman, showed up and then she asked what was going on , first to Sean and then D.J. (probably Dale Murl), which I found out later his name , after every thing was done and over at the Mall. I decided to walk over to a friend's house where I used to stay at . She wasn't home so I decided to walk on home but I was keeping an eye out for Gelpart and Murl because I'd known what type of people they are . When I walked back to my apt. I was greeted by three individuals and it was Sean's younger sister and my Coworker, Liz, a young male -- about 18 with Sean's sister said, "I would slit your fucking throat if I had a knife right now, you Goddamned snitch!!"
My coworker, Liz , tried to keep me from entering my home. They tried to keep me talking until Sean, D.J., and another juvenile, a runaway who had escaped from Waterloo's Juvenile Center, Jason Scholby, 15. Jason showed up and was already at the gas cause he must of received a ride to the gas station next to my apartment from some one. Liz, my coworker, said in an evil tone, " Sean is going to kick your ass, and you'll not going to go to the Police about it -- I'll make sure of that myself. They are going to pull you off some where , where no one can find you so you won't narc on any one else -- maybe if you are lucky, they just allow you to breathe."
Her motive was that she wanted me murdered, as the person named David Gordon did back 1993 at the DAVEA Career Center in Addison, Illinois, but her motive was that I was the one that turned Murl( That happened in mid Aug. 1998, when I narced on D.J. ( Dale R. Murl, Jr. ., on a possession of marijuana and assault charges which he was on parole for.) Liz said, "Nick, you are a constant narc and you don't deserve to live." (Later, after this all came about I was told by a couple sources that she wanted to plot my death -- it was while Barb and I were typing up the rough draft of the police to turn into Buckman, of The Mason City Police Department.)
As I looked over my shoulder, and I thought "Oh shit, I better take off to the east and then north to the store where I work because there was a tall male, which I had later been told to Jason Scholby, the Waterloo Runaway." Gelpart had caught up with me at the door of the shop where I work. I felt a violent pulling as I tried to open the front door. As I opened the door, I screamed in terror to Barb," BARB!!! BAAAAAAARRRRRBBB!!!!! Call the police!!!! Now !!!! NOW Dam It !!" Sean had pulled me outside by my left sleeve and my upper chest was still in the store -- then I felt something hard hit the top of my head, a weapon of some kind and my Boss Barb screamed at her husband Jack to come up and Jack pulled me into the store and pushed Sean off me . Then Barb told me to stay in the store and she was going to see what was going on. I then took off my quilted flannel then my black t-shirt and went into the bath room because I felt something warm, pulsing liquid on my back. I then thought, "Shit!! Oh God-- no, I cannot be bleeding!!" Tried to wash my hands and thought, no I better let the police see me first.
After Barb called the police, it seemed to be hours because I was bleeding pretty horribly, and in my eyes -- I was looking at my hands in terror because all the voices around me were as an echo as in a cavern of pipes and concrete. At this time, Buckman had seen what had happened to me -- the blood flowing down the front of my face, and five pools of blood on the floor. She told me to lie down and do not move because I had lost about a quart of blood -- more than what I'd lost when I was bit by a good sized rat in the shop. I'd lost enough to cover two mid-sized towels. Then Buckman told Barb to call the ambulance -- I could see at the corner of my eye that the EMTs had gotten there about 8:45 PM. I heard one of them tell me that he was going to roll me over into the stretcher -- I felt a chill of death on my skin as how I can describe it, and my skin was pale as a vampire from an Anne Rice novel. I felt something around my head, a gauze with another dressing to stop the bleeding.
I murmured to the EMT that I was cold so they covered me up in five blankets then I was asked to grip the EMT's finger -- I could barely move because I was harnessed to the fucken stretcher and wrapped as damned mummy. I felt three EMTs lifting me up through the door -- with one of my neighbors from the apartment and Officer Buckman looking on as I was centered on a cart. It is here I felt something like the sleeping bag I would use -- but similar in the material, that the EMTs would use to wrap me in while I was riding in the back of the ambulance that reminded me of the scene in Halloween II where Lorie Strode was taken to the hospital. The Police Officer who walked in the back said that they will follow behind to North Iowa Mercy Hospital.
In my mind at the time when I lay in the stretcher, all I could think about are if I am ever going to see my son again -- this is the darkest fears of a young father because how bad I thought I was beaten. And as I slept, all I could think about are the nightmares that haunted me about how many people had wanted me murdered. One had said that I should not be thinking about such horrors, but as this happened -- I have to reflect and relate, the closest I can relate is the attempted murder in Addison, back in October of 1993, while I was still in Glenbard East.

February 10, 1999:
It had been almost twelve hours to the horror that occurred outside my apartment --of when I got brutally attacked by a blood thirsty individual. Indeed, one would ask what had happened because the incident appeared in the newspaper in Mason City. In my mind, I'd could only think of the most horrific attack on oneself and of the trip to the Emergency Room -- the picture in my mind was of the pool of blood that I was lying in from the hour that I was beaten down by a tall, thin individual. His face was long and hair was a dirty blonde that he kept tied in a ponytail. His eyes had a darkly blank stare to them -- as a demon that Pacione's fiancee, Melany had spoken of in her dreams, as well as the nightmare Melany had after Pacione given her a tour of the place called Ravenswood. As I was lying on the stretcher, I was able to see the nightmare clear inside -- I am barely awake, but very weak because of the loss of blood.
When I saw the blood on the floor, I was thinking that I was not going to live to see the next day because I had been bleeding as heavy as the day that I lost part of my finger -- I was living out a horror tale that would appear on Pacione's web site where He'd written the tale, "The Comatose Letters." My terror was becoming quite real because I'm quite nervous when I walk around the North End of Mason City, Iowa, near where N. Albert's friend had messed up his arm in a fight during mid September on the North End, near the apartment where Nick had made his home. It was last night, that I'd been attacked and the thoughts inside were quite unspeakable as the pictures Pacione would describe of his nightmarish images -- I found myself lying on my back thinking, "God -- Oh Dear God, I am bleeding -- I'd been fucking cut, but where?" All that I could see is a police officer in her mid 20s, telling me to lay down and stay calm. I shouted, " I want this mother fucker in handcuffs, and make sure that his hands are bleeding because the cuffs are tight around his goddamned wrists!"
I was still shaking at the time when the female officer had been on her knees until the EMTs had appeared to the place where I had been lying down. My skin was quite pale from the shock of what had just occurred -- pale as the flesh of a vampire that had just been embraced, such thoughts one had were of not being able to see my wife (haha wat) and son ever again because how much blood that one had lost. But the picture of the black shape, a 17 year old male -- a minor who had the personality complex equal of Dr. Jeckyl and Mr. Hyde. Something of this nature is always frightening, in the sense that something is going down as the fight of Pacione's friend was in on the North End of Mason City. As what Nickolaus described in his nightmares about walking around in Chicago -- near the town where he lived seeing graffiti from a local gang, I'd seen similar shadows in Mason City before moving out of New Hampton, Iowa, to live in Mason City.
Last night, as I'd fallen asleep -- I dreamed that I was walking the streets of Downtown Chicago with Nickolaus as my guide, and what he had showed I was pictures of a frightening nature. Such pictures that he told me in a letter were as icily frightening as what he'd wrote of in his fiction are of the darkest fears inside his mind, but as what I'd been told that one should not be writing of such things because it is the work of an unsound mind. In one way or another, Nickolaus had been considered a madman in the eyes of a rural city because of the dark, vampire-like thoughts that he describes about his nightmares. Such as what had happened to me last night, my wife had known nothing of the horror that I sit down to type in my personal journal -- one that I describe was of the loss of blood that was invoked by the beating on the North End that had taken place.
It was a horror film playing over and over as a story of Nickolaus' would quickly be unleashed about 8:30 in the evening -- in one's mind when I got beaten down the night of February 9th, one cannot begin to imagine the horror that is crawling around inside one's mind that would drive another to beat another down. Only as this thought lurks inside -- I am a bit touchy, touchy with a sense of dread. A dread that appears in form a loss of blood that is slowly dripping on the floor -- similar to the darkening paranoia inside the morbid fears as one would fall into a dark, tormented sleep. The dream that I had was of a tall, heavy set individual smashing in the door of my place on the South End of town -- with the intent to slash open my throat. The individual was that of a demented personality -- making Norman Bates seem like a better person to hang around with than him.
One of those that I dread if my wife (lol haha wat), Melany *, and young (child), (name withheld), would fall victim to what his motives are. The horror in my mind that I'd find them on the floor, cold and lifeless because he'd taken their life -- before I would even return from work, but as I'd seen this I'd awaken from the sleep, I was lying in the ambulance -- alone with the EMT in the back of the ambulance, wrapped up inside the sleeping bag and five blankets. One could not see the outside of the ambulance, but the fear inside one's mind had left one's thoughts blank from all the things that are around me at the time -- the very hour that color of the hour was black as the darkest sky. Inside that I'd see the things lurking among the terrors -- the terrors of the soul as a shadow lurking as a stalker waiting to take the life of one that should not be facing in the waking hours. The waking hours at the time of the loss, the loss of blood.

Not to mention my previous post pointing out all the other numerous times he admitted to being the father.

I shouldn't have to post any more proof, but for the record, Nicky is the liar, not Melany.

And please bear with me I am experimenting with different fonts trying to find one that makes it easier to read this site. :)

Hypocrite

2009-06-03T19:26:00.000-07:00

This is the epitome of hypocrite, and one of the reasons Nicky stopped making videos since his own words were his worst enemy.

What Really Happened To MySexyBoyfriend

2009-06-03T19:17:00.000-07:00

You will be missed. :(

(thanks to the person who sent me this, along with all of her other videos. Some are already here, but soon, they all will have a new home and that includes the Hypocrite vids!)

Writings From The Grave or "HOMOcide"

2009-06-01T21:47:00.000-07:00

The following is from a poorly written fictional story long since lost called "Writings From The Grave" by Nicholas Pacione, which I happened to save years ago. Rather than give someone back something they could have kept had they backed up their constantly crashing hard drives, I'm only going to post the funniest bits from it, and by "it" I mean yet another story where a woman is slaughtered in a gory manor. It was a piece like many of his from that time that featured long nonsensical rants about religion and phrases like

"The thoughts of the philosopher are left to be molested in the eyes of a pastor or a preacher.

Back then he wrote the words "molested" and "preacher" often. In the story, a brutal set of murders have befallen his state. The police have quite a case on their hands, so who you gonna call?

They had found a map of Du Page County with an upside down cross drawn on it -- it was starting from Roselle to Naperville, Illinois. They had to recruit a horror writer to study the patterns of the killings -- they gave the writer, Nicholaus Andrew Pacione, the pictures of the crime scenes to see if there was a pattern to the ritualistic horror that happened in a three year time span starting in October of 1987 to the year of 1990.

I wanted to stop after revealing his name, his middle name, as "Andrew", when we've seen in the past him say it was "Albert" or if you've read Tabloid Purposes 2, "Ablert", but he added a comma and ran that sentence on longer than it should have been.

They were thinking that Pacione had an idea about how the crimes were taking place. “Pacione, we know that you write about things of this nature, and we were wondering if you can make out these pictures out -- the other pictures were provided by the Naperville Police, Bloomingdale Police, and the Du Page County Sheriff. The images that were found on the crime scene were diplicted to the celebration of Candlemas, a pagan holiday in February. We are suspecting that these crimes were that of a murder cult, one that had used the Necronomicon for their spiritual guidence.”

"Nickolaus, we know you write about this kind of thing using poor spelling and we need your help so you can make out these pictures out!" At this point, Nicky blesses the stumped police force with his David Caruso-esc wisdom, where he accuses them of pirating his work I shit you not.

“Officer Freedman, I will have to take a closer look at these pictures. Holy fuck -- I was quite afraid of this, this is something that was taken out of my rough drafts. About five months ago my rough drafts had been stolen from my locker in Glenbard North -- I don’t know how they were stolen, but the crimes that are taken place are straight out of my direct research of the occult and of my correspondence to a true crime writer out in Tacoma, Washington.

A crime has been committed alright, a crime most foul, a crime called PIRATING NICKY'S WORKS!

Do you think that I can call her? I am asking as your best friend?” Nicholaus states to the police officer, “Steve, trust me on this -- and do you think that I can mail copies of your findings to her.”

First they have to figure out who moved the question mark around. Because of this evil deed, it appears as though he is asking if Steve is his best friend then asks if he can mail copies of their findings to her, but he didn't actually, since it ends like every other question he asks: Without a question mark. Remember how I said he misspelled his own middle name at the beginning of a book HE edited himself? Well prepare for a second misspelling of his first name for the second time in this story!

“Nik, if it can help our case, I am all for it. I have been a member of homocide since 1983, and I had never came across crimes this brutal. As a kid, I grew up in a small Minnesota town, but I heard horror stories on the news in the Twin Cities about murders -- I never thought that Du Page County would have murders that are so grosteque and disturbing, I cannot begin to describe the details.

Stop. Nicky's characters have always heard shit that went on in the past as previously pointing out in reviews on this site, but a cop whose job it is to document shit like this "cannot begin to describe the details" making Steve inept, much like the story's author.

"It is something that would only come out of the fiction that you would write. I am only 26 years old and have a son that is 14 years old;

Steve you SLUT! You had a child at the age of 12, which means you probably had sex when you were 11. That must be why you can't do your job right since you were having relations instead of doing your homework.

I never was prepared for the gang related murders and bizarre murders that would happen in Glendale Heights. I only pray to God that I don’t find a body that had been disembowelled or dismembered, but that all changed when I got the pictures from the murder of that woman in Addison, Illinois. The way that she had been just brutalized -- strangled while she was being raped, and the murderer had been cutting her open while he was fucking her, the murder turned out to be an African American woman in her late 20s. It frightens me how one would truely do such a deed.” Officer Freedman had said while giving me the go ahead to call Roxanne Edwardson, an aspiring true crime writer.

In reading all that I don't see where he gave the "go ahead". Maybe he was using sign language to Nik while reciting his epic gothy prose.

“Steve, I lived in Du Page and Schamburg most of my life -- gangs are a factor anywhere in Du Page County.“ I said while dialing out to Tacoma. “Roxanne, I had some pictures to show you -- how fast can you get to Chicago. When you get out here, book a hotel room in Joliet and call the Glendale Heights Police Department.
The homocide unit recruited me to help them

Now we see why!

with the investegation because the murders are mirroring the content in my manuscripts. How soon can catch the next plane to O’Hare Airport. Steve will be joining me in Joliet.” Steve was shaking his head to me,

Steve was shaking his head out of confusion, Nik. He was trying to figure out if you were asking questions or just stating shit that happened to sound like questions, and how confusing it must be to Roxanne to pick up the phone to hear someone asking, but not really asking. At this point we also see a twist: Nik is also a murderer! The whole time they are investigating one crime, he's murdering the English language!

Steve had put on an oversized flannel and black jeans, I was dressed in mostly black clothing -- and had some jewellery on.

At this point Steve dresses like Nik, while Nik is dresses like Dame Edna, no doubt a ploy to throw off the murderer and e-pirate. Nik's bling was no doubt part of the undercover work.

My shirt had kept a .22 pistol hidden from plain site. The ride into the city was long and Steve had many questions. “Nik, what made you want to become a horror writer? I know that this is a deep question, and while I was in college, I too wanted to become a writer -- I have some of my writings with me. I also have a curiousity for the occult like you, but I became a police officer because of the things that I had seen in college were quite disturbing -- my roommate was found dead, they said that he was sufficated with his own pillow. When I came into the room and I thought he was sleeping, I tried to wake him up and his body was cold to the touch -- later found that he had a cut from one side of his neck to the other.”

Steve didn't have time to become a writer as he was on the talk show circuit discussing how it felt to be the world's youngest baby-daddy at age 12.

It was quiet most of the way -- he had said nothing much after that. He sort of knew that the writings from the grave are a dark prophecy, one that would later speak of a being that was lurking in the dark of the Joliet Union Station. It was without a face and walked the station only at night. When Steve and I had seen this thing, we pulled out our guns and began to fill the fucker full of slugs.

The dark prophecy spoke of a story that would segue from a quiet car ride somewhere to shooting at a monster who would have gastropod mollusk garden pests shot at it.

“What the fuck is this thing, it is just keep coming at us. Do you have any silver bullets -- I am saying this because it has a strong odor to it, the odor of slow decay. It has the mind of Charles Manson, but smelled like the decay that is beneath the basement of John Wayne Gacy.

”Do you non-believers see now why they got Nik on this case? That's right! Because he was bitten by a radioactive bloodhound years before that allows him to sniff out undead monsters. That, and his experience of being one of the few people on earth who not only sniffed John Wayne Gacy's basement, but remembered it'd distinct odor.

By the time that we got to the hotel in Joliet, we were too late because we found Roxanne all right -- her body had been wrapped in a sheet and duct taped like a mummy. She was still alive, but barely because her skin was cool to the touch -- the only part of her that was exposed was her face up to her eyes. They had her hanging from her feet upside down. Whe we tried to cut her loose, she flopped once like a fish and then she wasn’t moving anymore. “Nik, call the fucking ambulance -- she is still breathing and has a pulse, but she is baring awake. Her eyes are closed and she is badly shaken -- I am going to try to untie her and put some clothes on her, she looked like that she had been raped and someone had forced a knife across her wrists. This is too much -- it is like one of your stories and one of her crime articles.”

Steve you lazy asshole call the ambulance yourself. Regarding her being wrapped in a sheet and duct taped like a mummy, see bondage sleepsack.

She was mumbling something -- it sounded like the name of her attacker. We had stayed with her until the Joliet Police arrived, then we had picked up a blanket from the floor and had her lay down across the bed -- Steve managed to get a dress on her and I managed to get some socks and some boots on her feet, but we did the best that we can not to tamper with the crime scene.

Nik had other uses beyond his super sniffing powers, he was also an expert at applying socks to rape victims. Well at least she's out of that bondage sleepsack!

After we managed to get her fully dressed, I covered her up with a thick blanket.

Or not.

There was a pentagram on a mirror and a cryptic message on there, it was written in cat’s blood.

See? You thought that his sniffing duties were over and you were wrong. He was able to tell by the odor of the blood that it came from a cat.

I leave you not with the final line in the story, but one that comes a few before it, that perfectly sums up this whole piece.

All of this did not make sense, but the horrors that were keyed together were a nightmare that one either a true crime writer or a horror writer cannot key

Eerily enough, he was right! It neither made sense nor was it "keyed" by a horror writer. It was written by Nik aka Nickolaus Albert Pacione aka Nickolaus Ablert Pacione aka Nicholaus Andrew Pacione aka Dame Edna!

What did we learn from this story?
If there something strange in your neighborhood, who you gonna call? Nicholaus Andrew Pacione!
If a story was stolen, from your lockeroom, who you gonna call? Nickolaus Albert Pacione!
If you have a crime scene, and it needs to be sniffed, who you gonna call? Nik Pacione!
If you're almost dead, and your socks aren't on, you go gonna call? Nickolaus Ablert Pacione!
If you got a girl pregnant, when you're only 12, who you gonna call? HOMOcide Unit!

Response To Dutchess

2009-06-01T19:06:00.000-07:00

Recently Dutchess Webb graced my comment section wondering why in the hell I was posting her name, and I don't blame her one bit!

I was in the process of typing my explanation in the comment area, but there are a few links I was going to provide so I decided to make a new post. (If you want this post removed so that your name does not appear here in searches anymore, let me know).

May 21, 2009 11:40 PM
Duchess Webb said...: How in the world did my online name get roped into being associated with you Expose? I have been FAR out of the Nicky Drama loop for many, many years. Heck, the only reason why I am here posting a comment now is because someone I knew mentioned this blog entry and that I was spoken about. It is funny how my online reputation far exceeds the time I actually have to have one. *lmao!*

My response:

Hi Dutchess!

Someone asked me if I knew of a female that had a history with Nicky, and for some reason since the name mentioned had "Lady" at the beginning, the only other name I could think of that had something to do with him at some point with royalty in the name, was you.

As for why Nicky accused me of being you? Honestly, he was getting desperate trying to figure out who would have known him so long that they had saved shit of his from a decade ago, and your name was among many he threw against the wall.

Example: This entry from April of 2008 (which I just now saw Dutchess herself found already lol!)


Nickolaus Pacione said...: Douche Webb = Exposethetard.

April 12, 2008 11:21 PM

Her response from a few days ago


Duchess Webb said...: Douche Webb? Wow. I have been so far out of the drama loop and yet he finds strange ways to drag my online name back into it. What a strange and sad little boy Nicky is.; May 27, 2009 12:33 PM

That he is. In fact, I was creating a new entry here to show some of his most very recent postings elsewhere, and how they back up the correct theory that Nicky starts online feuds the second he has something to sell. It may be my fault, however, because in February of 2008 I posted an old blog entry of his where he welcomed Dutchess to livejournal. Nicky has a habit of bringing up old feuds with people from years and years ago and coming to conclusions using old enemies all the time, so there is a chance it wasn't my fault he thought I was her. If I was, my apologies. Dutchess is a good person and it should have been her, not Nicky, who got to run livejournal's goth board. For the record: I have had no dealings with Dutchess nor her me. It may amuse you to know however Mrs. Webb that since you last dealt with him, he was bitchslapped off the internet by a female no less, and now is online very little anymore. He also released an autobiography that has been read by thousands, but only one person bought it.

Speaking of updates, I have that, as well as a new video sent to me, and to top it all off, one of the GMC (Guy Montag Crew, who may want to change their name in light of recent news lol) informed me that while they still have a few leftover books waiting to burn, they are about to recieve another book of his that will be sent to them very shortly to add to the fire...

Expose The Problem

2009-05-28T17:13:00.000-07:00

Nickolaus Pacione is looking for a beer and there isn't any around. Damn it I need a bottle of beer and a shot of whiskey. Found himself a new bar at the Joliet train station. Craving a boilmaker. 05/28/09 4:02pm

Lest anyone think I am laughing or celebrating, I am not.

Let's go back to 2008 when I was shown certain pieces of a conversation someone had with Nicky. The following is only a small snipet.

To: **********************
Subject: Re: new subject line lol
Date: Fri, 31 Oct 2008 21:52:35 -0400
From: nickolauspacione@aim.com

I was wanting to go to this pub crawl in Morris, Illinois but couldn't get my ***** to drive me out to the bar. He went to bed so I am stuck. Well once my *********** goes to bed I will walk over to the local bar and get a whiskey to celebrate getting the magazine out there.

Granted, his latest craving for hooch may very well be him celebrating something, however there has been too much evidence in the past to indicate he "celebrates" far too often. Honestly I could go on about how he really has never had anything to celebrate since every attempt at making it in the business has been a complete and utter failure, but I won't. Wait I just did I guess.

It was a year ago he made a drunk call to an enemy of his and instead got his enemies parents. When one of the parents noted Nicky sounded drunk, he became enraged.

Certain meds are not meant to be mixed with alcohol. That is very dangerous. So on top of his other ailments, he is probably risking his health moreso in doing this.

Not to mention the rest of us having to hear and read his rants. At least we are spared from having to watch any of his videos anymore. Him getting bitchslapped off the net and being reduced to having less time on the net a day than an inmate seemed to cure that. He failed to convey the anger he wrote into actual words from his mouth and what resulted always reminded me of a rabid pitbull who had been neutered repeatedly.

Oh well, we'll always have this

Embarassed About Tabloid Purposes 5?

2009-05-24T23:23:00.000-07:00

Has anyone seen Tabloid Purposes V (5) around anywhere for sale? Most recently he has been whoring Tabloid Purposes IV, hell even 2 and 3, as well as still trying to sell A copy of An Eye In Shadows which only sold one copy yet has been read by thousands of people.

And the kicker is that he is taking submission calls for Tabloid Purposes 6:66, but there is no 5 that I can see, not one he is whoring out anyway. Then there is this (from Rusty's site)

Nickolaus Pacione on July 2, 2008 at 9:42 am

Jerrod — you want to bet your company on Tabloid Purposes V? The stakes are high bitch. I am sure you’re a gambling man. I get Tabloid Purposes V out by October in fully operational form and sevenheads, you give up your company. I own it. Ownership for your pub company vs. one of my publishing companies, not lake fossil press but another imprint. I am sure your sporting. Imprints that will be the bizarro anthology planned, you get ownership of that company if I get a fully operinating line up of unknown authors. You lose your company but gain a small imprint start up. Leave Tabloid Purposes alone and you leave any my titles well enough alone and gain the readerships you sabotaged. Do you have a deal?

Nicky suffered greatly after someone got a sneak peek of the actual cover of Tabloid Purposes V, the official and final version you can see here, when Nicky became enraged that someone leaked the cover he made early, which he wrongly blamed on a woman on a particular website. He began stalking her, again, along with threats and name calling, all of which caught the eye of someone from Something Awful and the thread that was started there became legend bringing Nicky hundreds upon hundreds of new enemies and trolls.

All of that, and the apparent lose of Lake Fossil Press to Jerrod (Nicky's deal, he said he'd have to give it over) and it's not even available for sale? Nicky could say he has or had it somewhere for sale already, but he's re-pimping IV as recent as a few days ago, along with others in the low selling series and other books thousands have read and a few have burned but never purchased, yet he never, ever, mentions Tabloid Purposes V. It's like he's ashamed of what he put together OR, he didn't complete it on time and rushed to get 6:66 out before the goons who already started their own Tabloid Purposes 6:66 could release their's, and in doing so forgot all about 5, and his claim that he'd give over his "company" if it wasn't released to Jerrod.

Oh that's right: Cowardly drunk Nicky said not Lake Fossil, but one of his "other" companies, which I don't see on his LinkedIn featured over at Rusty's, so I guess Lake Fossil is the one he has to give away.

Unless anywhere here has bought, read, or burned Tabloid Purposes V?

A Challenge Has Been Issued!

2009-05-12T16:23:00.000-07:00

"Still swiping my work. that is a violation of copyright and I know where you got it from. How long do you plan on stealing my work? Plagiarizing bitch."

Wah wah wah. Do something more productive, like make more videos or...

Get a girlfriend.

Tell you what: If you get an honest to goodness real girlfriend, one we can confirm is actually dating you in person not online, not someone pretending to be dating you but an actual woman who calls you her boyfriend, for every week you two are together I remove a blog entry with an old story that even you don't own.

There would have to be rules in place. I'm not saying we would require her number or home address, but you simply telling us you are dating someone and we have to take your word without seeing who she is or hearing from her won't count. We'd have to see her picture, know of at least one online name and someplace she posts so we can see she is real as well as see her admit to dating you, and most importantly, while I have nothing against those who have long distance online relationships, she'd have to be someone who lives near you whom you could actually take out on dates. Pictures of you two together would be perfect evidence as well and would cause me to have to remove a blog entry each time you posted one.

Whatever you do, don't use the excuse that you are too busy to look for love because everyone including you, knows that is bullshit. You've had ten sexless years trying to become a writer and editor and after all this time, you are neither. Instead of having the respect of your peers and more importantly, readers, you are still a laughing stock and the butt of many jokes from actual real authors in the industry who actually have fans. For all the books you've "released", none have made any money, not one, leaving you so poor you had to resort to crying on Associated Content and padding those bitchfests with extra wording to gain more page views so you could afford a burger. You can post word counts and tell us you are in the middle of some project all you want, everyone including you knows the end result, which will be a piece of shit no one will buy. So don't bother passing up this challenge by telling us you are too busy with your career because you don't have one and never will.

If you need something to put in your personal ads I can help you with that. This blog has a number of old personals you've written hoping to find love, and I'm sure any one of them could help you find your "Morticia Addams" in no time!

So, do you accept my challenge Nicky?

"looks like the sister blog has nothing to say for two months after trying to crush me every chance"

2009-05-11T20:41:00.000-07:00

Oh Nicky. I have plenty to say, and always have.

I haven't gone anywhere. I haven't shut down. I've just been waiting. Waiting for you to go back to who you really are. When you were put away, many felt pity for you, as did I. Many wished you well in recovering, as did I. Only my wish was for you to recover from being an asshole, something you apparently cannot change.

So I've been watching, and waiting, and while I haven't been wanting you to act up again so I could start posting once more, it happened anyway. So many felt pity for you around that time. A group on another site decided to all declare they never took issue with you and you were this poor sick soul. The rest of us knew you were an hateful egomaniac who loves and pities himself too much.

Let's recap a recent blog entry to see just how far Nicky has come since his "visit", and see how this poor sickly soul has been working on bettering himself. Last we saw of him, he was a spiteful homophobic alcoholic who was constantly looking to pick fights over the internet and constantly threatening people, even women. He has had his internet access limited quite a bit, so has he learned his lesson in the few moments a week he is allowed online?

I go away for a few days at a nice hotel with money to burn, I had me a bottle of beer, and a can of SPARKX. If you don't know what that shit is, it's an energy drink with alcohol in it.

Most guys your age get hotel rooms with whomever they are dating or married to. You got a room by yourself and got drunk, again. So, he still drinks.

To the fag who said my technology taken away from me, you can go to hell.

Hell has more net access than Nicky. He hasn't made any videos as of late, which is a sign his technology was in fact, taken from him. By the way that last sentence had homophobia, name calling, and a wish for someone to, well, go to hell.

Ben if you're looking for a fight, I am standing here waiting for the day that I can kick you square in the face with a well placed roundhouse kick. You want to fight me pal, or you're just too busy sucking on your mother's left tit. I am standing here. You calling your little coward friends up to pick on me, grow some balls bitch.

Whoa, Nicky! Talk like that is what got you bitchslapped off the net, by a woman no less! Surely you won't continue your supposedly former negative actions like the ones that got you pulled off the web like a ten year old past his bedtime, will you?

Mark my words, I will put you in the morgue with my bare hands. I can walk too on temp insanity.

That sentence by itself is enough ammo to get you thrown back in, at the very least, enough to justify Kim completely removing you from the net. And since we document everything you write, know that if you try murdering anyone in the future, myself, Rusty Nail, and many others have saved the above sentence to make sure your imprisonment is long and full of large men who like butt loving.

I don't make threats and you suck on your mother's left tit.

That sentence is perfect as-is.

Your problem is you can't stand on your own feet to fight with me, you hide behind your recent group of assholes.

Still a lot of anger and violent fantasies. At this point, no one is going to be surprised or feel pity when autoaim sets his sights back on Nicky.

So, I'm back. According to a few emails I have received, so are the book burners. From what I have been sent, Nicky has decided to go after them again after they stopped, started bashing them again, and now they are gearing up for more videos. He's back on Rusty Nail once more, and many of his other online foes seem to be noticing Nicky's recent pleas for negative attention, and it appears he is once again going to get it.

As for me? Well dissecting his current blog posts is really Rusty's thing. My thing was always reposting old bits Nicky wrote on the net or elsewhere, pointing out his past lameness, but also showing people that he was just as bad a decade ago as he is now. I've also on many of those occasions shown how Nicky has the ability to turn any tragedy into something about him. Some tragedy somewhere can magically be written to make him the victim.

And that's how I'm going to end my comeback entry! So let's get into the time machine and go back to 2002, after a scaffolding accident at the John Hancock building left 3 dead and 7 injured, and see how Nicky was able to make it about...Nicky.

(note: This asshole knew nothing of paragraphs at this point, so the following is harder on the eyes than usual, and for that I apologize)

John Hancock Building

This weariness plays in the mind as I am writing this — that in the weariness and worry playing out reflecting from a dream that I had the prior night. I know now that it has to be written and said because the horrors are what eating me inside. In the knowing that even when time had grown to place the horror in the distance that it is always going to cast an ugly shadow in the nightmares as they are seen as they are written out. A week passed since that bizarre and disturbing accident unfolded before everyone's eyes who were in downtown Chicago. From the years in the time that I have lived in Illinois; there were many things of a nightmarish nature I have witnessed with my eyes — but as I am writing this now, one cannot begin to even fathom the horror that took place over the past week near the John Hancock Building. That it comes in the mind of someone who lived in the area — the nightmare had played out in the mind of something like that happening when I was in the train station. The questions that will haunt the mind of the death coming from the horror that the accident left behind — all that horror of the people who had their children at home and left now half orphaned because of the accident that happened at the John Hancock Center. The writings in the mind knowing that what was seen from the pictures depicted of the absolute horror as this is captured in pictures and words — the falling of the scaffolding from the 40th floor of the sky scraper, the day where a mother lives out their nightmares as they watched their children die before their eyes and being helpless to prevent it from happening. Images of horror being from the macabre mix of blood, broken glass and twisted metal — the death of the three being in the mind as I am wondering what if something like that was to happen when I was in Union Station. I had nightmares about the glass and the statues falling in the Grand hall, of all the shit that was happening in the past few months. It is what described the nature of hell — repetition. It is in repetition where the nightmares are even more horrific over time. In what is described the nightmares as I drift into the states of altered sleep; one will best describe the dreams as an alternate cosmos and being the colour out of space. I sit in the front of a glowing screen in the darkness trying to find answers that I will never have. The questions of what happened and the reasons behind the nightmares are the answers that I will never come to know. Where it comes in the questions of the now — the words as they are falling within the dreams and nightmares as they are lurking within the near future among the thoughts as they are there in the mind. In the mind as myself -- where the dreams drawn the body from a physical weariness. Where it shows among the pages as I write them here — the journal which I had kept over the period of a year and the fear as it is written out knowing that once it is written one can look back at it for future notations. It is where I appear in the great hall of Union Station where I can see the seas of blood coming down the stairs — I find myself losing my mind and sitting beside myself in what the thoughts are as they wander in the mind. The horrors as they are written out here — of the twisted and distorting in the eyes of the one appears as the thoughts of the pure and lovely in the other. I know by now my mind is drawing from the emotional distress of the horrors that are drawn around me — where fact is more horrifying than the fiction that had been written over the years. It is in pages as what is written here the truth is that mind who is in torment is coming to terms with their fear of the unknown. I cannot begin to come to terms with the fear of the unknown as it is seen in the pages from the journals of my dreams — the nightmares as they’re reflecting the horrors coming of the unknown. Where nothing — it is nothing that can be described as true beauty is where in truth even that is in a perverse distortion. In the blackening holes of the mind where the nightmares as they are written become personified. Descending into the depths among the fire — that it comes where I stand before the sea of blood flowing down the stairs. The dream sequence of the horror which took place on March 9th, 2002, being in the sense that no one can really begin to make sense of the accident. The nightmares as they are written — being the sense of images of a descending inferno, that being the horrid remains of the fire of a hundred years past. Where the black smoke fills the sky and the blood fills the ground in massive seas — where the horrors of after it remains. Where one comes and tried to lay down for the night with the worry playing out after the fear of the unknown became written on the faces of those who could not anything but watch. Where I find myself within the depths of the sleep that I want to awaken but not able to awaken. It is within the forsakening thoughts of where in the dreams as they are being among the depths of the black cosmos — where in the depths of the thought being where in the nightmares are written and watched in the mind being among the absolute horror. I am taking to the thoughts of the weariness of the mind where the nightmares play in the mind where it projects itself as a theatre in the shroud of darkness. Among seas of the nameless that is already as it remains as the Atlantic Ocean had been turned to blood along with the Great Lakes — where it comes among the nightmares tainted the ways of the ones who were left behind in the raptures of the deaths of the multitude. As I sit here before laying down for the morning; the thoughts as they are in the mind were from the dreams as they are winding among the being where they stand. It was while still in bed where I find myself in the midst of the dream that I describe in the horrors from the loud earth shattering crashes from the devastating winds. Overwhelming horrors as it is in the mind — where the written thoughts inhabit the nightmares descending into the depths of the sleep impending. I study the pages while I am recording the nightmare as it was still in my mind after 24 hours from the last sleep. The horrors among the mind as the mental picture is vividly painted — where I was riding around in the car with a few friends when I saw the thing falling from the sky. It is where everything that is in reality appears as an episode of Twilight Zone; as where I was first getting on a plane alone for the first time in seven years — being where the dream being in the matter of seeing a creature tearing the hell out of one of the aircraft engines. It was in the mind of the horror being in the matter — where it is overwhelming thoughts of the aftermath of the past few months. In the mind where everything plays out in the overwhelming worry of the mind where the dreams are evident as they mirror the fears that become — in the becoming of the nightmares of the unknown. In the paths that are in the unwritten thoughts of the mind — it is the depth of the thoughts that haunt the psyche when the sleep descends and the eyes are staring at their openings. In the moments where as I would feel as I have the appearance of being in a coma — but for a short period, my heart racing with the mind as it sees the horrors where one should not even begin to write what they seen from their dreams. Infinity where one comprehend where I cannot understand the hellish repetition of what is there in the mind. This is in the mind as I am writing the details among the pages of these journals as they are in the collective of the mind — where it stands of the torment of the mind. As this where is it upon the pages, that it is in the narratives of the emotionally strained by the horror among the screen glowing from the news of what took place and unfolded before them. Understanding the questions of a tormented being among the words that one tries to find or understand where they see the horrors as they slip into their hours of sleep. Where in the horrors seen from in the thoughts as they are in the reflections inside the river along the streets of the loop. In the words among the mind where the final thoughts as they are falling. The darker confusion — where it stands among the thoughts as they are written in the back waiting for the horrors as the dreams play out from the ones who are still alive; seeing where they saw the last hours of their loved ones. The nightmare of the sound crashing from above; where the unknown fears inside the dreams where they are seeking for the reasons why. In the questions and the reasons why where they are not to be found — in the seeking for the reasons that are from above why that their God taken their family members before it was their time to say their mournful good bye. The reasons they don’t begin to understand where they are forced to say their mournful goodbyes over the daughters who died not too much older than myself. So young — as it is tormented in the sense where they were forced to witness the horrors as they are haunted by the absolute horror. Where it would appear as a combination of a Jack T. Chick tract and the pages of a horror novel which had came to life before the eyes of everyone around them.

"just note that I support this man no matter what he thinks or believes." or Wrestler Lady To The Rescue!

2008-12-08T12:44:00.000-08:00

In the comments section of an AC article Nicky wrote, someone comes to his defense.

Now, I may not agree with everything Nick's saying in this thing, but I feel he has a right to be frustrated about mental illness and the effect of it in our world. Whether or not you think he's got problems, flaming him for his views isn't going to get your point across. Of course, looking at some of the comments here, it's not about viewpoint, but satisfying your own sadistic tendencies to slowly rip the legs off of a spider. Not that anything I say will make a difference to your butcher-fest, as you will likely attempt to do the same to me for stepping out and saying I believe your wrong, but just note that I support this man no matter what he thinks or believes. If that makes you my enemy, I warmly welcome your blunted razors of your wit attempting to slide across the jugular of my career as a writer. You are never truly doing something right unless you have enemies. Sincerely Yours, S. Whitaker
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Posted on 12/07/2008 at 1:12:52 PM

A kind statement made by someone who wants to defend the mentally ill? A champion of free speech?

No, her name is Sarah Whitaker, and Nicky "published" her in Tabloid Purposes 5, and, a wrestler

contestant 35845 on American Idol.

Her defense of him couldn't have come from that fact or the fact he called her one of the "extremely gifted newcomers" in that anthology, could it?

Or that Nicky is number 7 in her top Myspace friends, could it?

Or that on her goth vlog, Nicky left this comment

LakeFossilPress (7 months ago)

This is N.A. Pacione (Skot's friend from Chicago.) Right now I got no sound on this computer but I can appreciate the editing you did with your one vlog. I am looking to do some book trailers on here (and not using a lot of the stock clips either. I came from a radio/TV production background and trying to put that background back into play when I start making more videos.

You got some good stuff here, I do run a community on LiveJournal which I am opening up to vlogs on there so go ahead and make yourself at home on there.

This isn't a "butcher fest" against Sarah for sticking up for Nicky as she predicted, this is pointing out that some people aren't as noble as they'd like you to believe. I am going to guess that "
Now, I may not agree with everything Nick's saying in this thing" means she doesn't agree with everything Nicky said in that particular article, as noted by her saying "everything Nick's saying in this thing", but given she has befriended him on myspace, sold a story to him, and generally defends him, that the homophobia, threats to women and children, stalking, hate speech, racism, and call out for authors to write stories where homosexuals be physically assaulted are okay.

Did she say that specifically? No, but actions speak louder than words, and commiserating with someone who does all of those things is usually an indication that someone has no problem with that person as a whole. After all, would you the person reading this blog, do business with, allow someone to use your name to make money, and "friend" someone that commits the offenses listed above? Me either.

And if not, if she doesn't agree with those either and chose to do business with a horribly hateful person just for the money (HA!), then by mentioning his mental illness and how people shouldn't argue with him, she is enabling him, something his own family won't even do.

*edited to add*

In October of this year, in insulting someone, Nicky said the following

As much Jeff and Apathademon try to do to help writers there are the promoters who try to take a crap on a writer. I am not going to give the name here but the promoter booked friends of mine. The person looks like an American Idol Reject but is from the West Coast originally, and I will leave it at that.

I never knew what he meant when he said someone looked like an American Idol reject, but now, I know.

Print This Out, Kim, And Show The Doctor A Severe Problem Nicky Has

2008-12-08T12:11:00.000-08:00

Nicky's severe hatred towards women needs to be addressed, and if you are going to print this out to show the doctor sadly you'll need to load up the printer with paper. It only covers a few days, but speaks volumes.

Joseph McGee died. Nicky, having no concept of decency or respect, made a blog post disrespecting Joseph's memory.

More importantly though, he was expecting, begging, for controversy to stir because of it. He wanted that. That was the point in him writing it.

In fact, before he even finished writing it and making it public, back when it only existed on his screen in front of him, he was already claiming it served it's purpose.

"Now here come the bastards trying to bury me alive because of that statement."

"Will that statement come back to haunt me later, yeah it might but it is speaking with an intense honesty. If anyone sees this and has their respect for me might not have it now, I understand."

"If they want to take a ripe one on my grave now, I said my peace about Joe McGee’s passing."

"If his family want to take turns shitting on my name for that statement that’s how I thought of him."

All of that he typed before anyone but him could see it. Not happy with the slow speed in which the backlash was coming, he commented on his own post

N. Pacione
December 4, 2008 at 3:13 am

It’s no secret that Joseph McGee and I flat out hated each other and now I am going to see a lot of mail for this remark. Finally the Good Little Christian is cussing me out like I am some kind of Anti-Christ now or a seven-headed hydra. I am waiting for the articles on AssociatedContent.com from the jokers since they’re harboring plagiarism. There is no jealousy there with him, he was a prick to me on a message board he used to frequent.

Now Nicky got his wish and became the martyr he wanted to be, but first, let's look at another secret of his that shows he was never the victim some made him out to be

Nickolaus is laughing about his legacy -- the author feud. (Damn it Rivera. Something he lives to watch -- Authors fueding.) 5:53pm

Not content to just write, he wants to fight. Lives to watch it even.

So, many commented on his disrespect towards McGee, as expected, but only one got Nicky's ire: A woman.

***As is usually the case, if a dozen people are arguing with Nicky, he will single out the women and focus his rage on them.***

People know the two females he obsesses over, who are women who have done what he cannot in the industry and are where he would love to but can never be. That being said, I am not going to give him the satisfaction of reposting the name of the female author he is enraged at, so know that in reading the following obsession

Nickolaus is fighting a lot of mental health stigmas -- and (The Woman Who Did What Nicky Could Never Do) is causing some of them. 12:55am

Nickolaus shouts, "If you support people with a mental illness then boycott (Two Publishing Companies Who Did What Lake Fossil Press Never Could)" 1:05am

Nickolaus is trying to get a couple stories done despite the (Female Author Who Makes Nicky Look Like Less Of A Man By Succeeding Where He Fails) trying to fuck things up. 1:17am

So, in under a half an hour, Nicky felt the need to attack this female three times, accusing her of all sorts of things. She never photoshopped him, never made a blog page about him, never set fire or urinated on his work then uploaded it to you tube nor did she make any hilarious you tube videos about him. She did what he wanted and expected, which was to point out his immaturity, and while she wasn't the only one she was a female, so now he is obsessed and enraged.

The next day

Haunted by the Stigma - Associated Content 4:57am
Source: www.associatedcontent.com
It's no secret that Nickolaus Pacione had been suffering with a serious mental illness. The fact he's also dealing with the stigma which had been following it from the so called peers in the business. Often treated as a leper.

Remember, days earlier he disrespected the dead hoping people would get mad, so he could hide behind his illness.

The new article is up and this one had been triggered by the comment that (The Successful Woman Who Was Published, Can Afford A Hotel Room Instead Of A Hostel Who Can Drive And Doesn't Live In A Basement) a devote Wiccan author basically putting a hex on my career because of a comment I made at the expense of Joe McGee and I might be going to hell for the comment (but I said the thing on my blog with a clear mind.)

I am working on a new story too and this is being fleshed out.

This article I can see a few e-mailing me with the response "FUCK YOU" and all that bs thrown in there. This article was as clean as I get with a few bleeped out cussing here and there -- not of the faint of heart.

One more time

This article I can see a few e-mailing me with the response "FUCK YOU" and all that bs thrown in there.

Again, he wrote something knowing it would insult others and that they would argue back with him, this poor handicapped underdog who is picked on despite being mentally ill.

Is Kim on the up and up? I don't know. Will her efforts work? I don't know. Will Nicky once again run away from home rather than obey the rules of a household? Probably.

Strangers wander into message boards and comment sections of AC lambasting those that argue back with Nicky. While they admit he is vile, they pity him and excuse his poor behavior where he can see it thereby enabling him further. When he sees those, he feels vindicated and justified in saying and doing whatever he wants because he is mentally ill. Graveyards are full of the mentally ill who despite having been dealt a bad hand in life, went too far, and either attempted to or actually hurt or killed people and therefore had to be stopped. Relax, I am not advocating or suggesting that he be killed, I am saying that just because someone isn't playing with a full deck that doesn't mean people are supposed to fold their hands and endure it.

One of the successful female authors Nicky has decided to focus on recently got a three book deal, far surpassing anything Nicky has ever come close to getting, something he covets, and in an blog where she innocently announces this, Nicky's pettiness and hatred for women shines through in the comments section.

# N.A. Pacioneon Dec 4th 2008 at 9:18 pm

I honestly don’t give a damn if any of your books sell again. Lady you were the one who was holding the torch when it came to my work. Suggesting that I need to be locked in a straightjacket. FUCK YOU.
# N.A. Pacioneon Dec 4th 2008 at 9:25 pm

That is the worst fucking thing you can say to someone who has a mental illness, but I really think you also have a few screws loose of your own. The fact you chased around my best friend from college.

I want to know where you got the book that you reviewed of mine, since you didn’t buy the thing. I have a record of every book that sells on Lulu.com from my storefront. Saying that you and your friends suggest that my outside communication should be cut out, you’re cutting off the avenues how I get in touch with my best friend.

You chased around my former room mate and my other buddies in real life, you harassed one of my newer writers. Why the fuck are you so willing to trounce my company? I want to hear this in your own words. Is it because I figured out (Successful Publishing Company) is your company, and if you took a lie detector test the truth will come out that you go around hammering away on every publisher that isn’t (Successful Publishing Company). This isn’t a threat but just an observation. I’ve seen what you said on The Rusty Nail.

The fact you went after my article on Associated Content exposing that you were the owner. You don’t like my work and you don’t like my practices — but what I do works with within my means.

Leave my friends alone lady. You messed with my friends you will see me again. I know that Black Death Books came from your novel and I read a passage where it came from, that is the shittiest vampire novel I came across in years. It reads like a fan fiction novel.
# N.A. Pacioneon Dec 4th 2008 at 9:28 pm

Okay let me ask this question then; you have a teenager right and she knows your an author — what if she came home with one of my books? Your teenage daughter being a fan of my work. Oh that is your nightmare come true right there. You angered me for way too long, and seen the response on The Rusty Nail left me a little more p’o'd by the day. I know why book stores won’t carry your publishing company imprint — it’s because it is a lightning source’d outfit. At least I am honest about the fact I publish with lulu.com. Have you even read the Tabloid Purposes authors — they were your authors at one point, and they did better work with me.

Three posts in a ten minute period. Look at that obsession and hatred. Hundreds of people got a hold of his books and "reviewed" them, this particular female author has never done so that I have seen, yet look at all that hatred.

# Nickolaus Pacioneon Dec 6th 2008 at 12:15 am

Way to be throwing the first stone Mike. (Female Author Whose Success Makes Nicky Look And Feel Like Less Of A Man) I want the truth how you got that copy of An Eye In Shadows. Unless you’re going to like about it. That each of you collectively ripped into me and contributed to the stigma. All I ask is let people buy the books legitimately instead of being this holier-than-thou type that pisses me off. The fact I am getting stones thrown at me by fake Christians and witches because of the fact I will stand up against them. The fact you are using two liar blogs against me when I am telling the truth with my articles and with that book An Eye In Shadows. Were you the one who tipped me off to Preditors & Editors? I want the truth (Woman Who Can Afford More Than Hostels), I want the truth how you got this book that you one starred. Tell the truth or face your actions in court.
# Nickolaus Pacioneon Dec 6th 2008 at 12:32 am

*lie

The "best friend" he mentions contacted a few people, on his own, after seeing Nicky's online antics and asked what the deal was. At the time he was seeking out people to ask questions about his former best friend, he had already doubted Nicky enough to go that far.

The female author ignored his last post, which enraged him more. Note: She didn't respond, so he continued to, making him the aggressor from beginning to end.

# Nickolaus Pacioneon Dec 6th 2008 at 4:25 am

(Epitome Of Why Nicky Hates Women), I will be reporting what you said to NoStigma.org — and with their help I am going to see to it that you will be hurting with your book sales and any publisher involved with you will be hurt too because you just as well had said what you said to Jerrod’s wife.

Jerrod, if you had any heart towards people with a mental illness would you allow someone on your roster who said what they said about me to your wife. Think about that long and hard before you respond to that and my answer to this will be on an article coming up in a few hours with the captions. In other words, I am encouraging a large amount of people to boycott your company too as long you have that heartless bitch involved.

(Woman Whom Nicky Should Take Lessons From) you really proved you have a heart of shit. Just because I don’t like Joe McGee in life and refused to buy his books in life, and vowed to keep that promise in death not to buy his books does that make me a fucking criminal?

You’re organizing a boycott? Will you come clean about how you obtained my book? I already know you got it by piracy of the project.
# Nickolaus Pacioneon Dec 6th 2008 at 4:29 am

They are carrying one of the magazines I am published in — can you explain that? They are carrying one story I got published with so they can read APT 2W on the newstand. My own mag is carried on a bookstore too — and I am willing to bet if someone has a wanted poster of me with mugshots they’d be carrying around picketing with it (Girl Who Would Never Look Twice At Nicky) what would you do if I got a signing in a bookstore right in your area? Would you try to steal the books and set them on fire because I know it was you who burned the book.
# Nickolaus Pacioneon Dec 6th 2008 at 4:44 am

Care to explain why you were stalking my best friend?

Look at that. In under a half an hour, all of that rage. He is incested over the fact she got some book sales, and he is trying his hardest to ruin that. Nicky complains people sabotage his book sales and projects, much like he is trying to do here. Look at all the time and hatred he is focusing here, and tell me there is no underlying rage towards women.

# Nickolaus Pacioneon Dec 6th 2008 at 8:38 am

What the fuck is wrong with you (Woman Doing Better Than Nicky) — don’t like the fact I am trying to get Lake Fossil Press back on its feet, or you would rather bury the fucking company. You and my sloppy seconds deserve each other. Yeah fuck off lady. As for your frield Scott, I have one question, does he have AIDS yet?

Two things here: He takes a swipe at his ex, the mother of his child, then after crying like a baby about being discriminated against because of a medical condition, makes an insult and uses AIDS to do so. His hatred of homosexuals needs to be delved into as well, because it combined with his hatred of women, displays underlying repressesed sexual issues Nicky has yet to deal with. Sexually, as you can see by my older posts, Nicky has an obsession with S & M sleepsacks, absolutely despises sex to the point he demands that no one write about it, along with like I said his apparent hatred for homosexuals and women point to something deeper. Get the doctor to deal with that, and I think all will be revealed. Maybe let him know your family won't disown him if he comes out or admits he is A-Sexual.

Would it hurt you that much if An Eye In Shadows gets a few sales? Be honest here bitch — I guess you and (Nicky's Ex, Only Woman Known To Have Slept With Him) have hearts of shit. I guess you’ve started the boycott and nice little shit stunt you pulled with your published author. I already know (Book Company Better Than The Deceased Lake Fossil Press) is your company. I guess it is in your nature to go ruining everyone in your path. The very fact you can’t keep track of every drug you snorted or shot up your veins. (First Name of Female Author He Keeps Typing Over And Over) — your books are the ones I plan to burn because you are corrupting the youth. You’re influencing people not to buy my books or the magazine I appeared in.

Nicky tells us book burning is horrible and even says that a book of his burned in his own home state is against the law, here he admits to planning the same.

A mentally ill man planning to burn something? Let the doc know that as well.

Suckered Again or Correction: Source 1 Was Never There

2008-12-01T10:11:00.000-08:00

The last time I was taken for a sucker was when someone tried to convince me he died, and I fell for it.

This morning I get an email from one of the three that went the other night telling me his friend was full of shit, and that none of the three even went.

Apparently the "ball sweat" thing was an idea that none of them had the "balls" if you will to go through with so they didn't. Well here read a part of the email I just got I'm not much for typing at the moment

"but no he is full of shit. He thought the idea of Nicky thinking someone contaminating his books would infuriate him but that never happened. Truth is we didn't even go. When I sent you that email saying we weren't going that never changed. I didn't know he sent that til I read your site nor did I expect him to send anything about it. The price to get in was pretty high, didn't know the band, wasn't worth it just to see him etc."

I apologize and that's what I get for posting the source I know to be real as #2. She had sent a few more emails among the two edited ones I posted and I wondered why one seemed uneventful while the other sounded pretty wild.

Last time I was duped I considered never taking info from folks and posting it on here again. I won't go that far, but will be careful in the future as to what I let get through.

"What kind of crates does he use that shatter?"

2008-11-30T19:27:00.000-08:00

baupdeth
Again via friend

This is the place I am staying at until 10 AM then I have to move over to the hostel up north which I sometimes call the home away from home (I’ve been to the one up by Loyola so many times through out the years. I am almost on first name basis with the people working there.

It’s going to be crazy today to say the least. I understand how you’re a bag of nerves right now because I was there last night (accidentally shattering the bottom of one of my crates (let’s hope it doesn’t snow over here because I can’t exactly get another crate off hand, I use those totes that people use more often for storage for transferring my books.)

on November 30, 2008 at 1:14 am Rusty

What kind of crates does he use that shatter? Wooden orange crates? Plastic milk crates stolen from behind a grocery store? Rubbermaid storage bins?

The last one you mentioned. This has been confirmed as well, the "crates" he uses are in fact

Bonus lulz:

Yeah I am single, and hating it. Looking for a new girlfriend but seems like they're hard to find when they are over 26. Ladies seem to be either married or with someone at that age.

The Opposite Sex (I am STRAIGHT, end of story. I like to see a hot Goth lady wearing jeans every now and then. Ladies, I am single and availabe, just be between 25 to 36. I wish I can go older but it would feel too weird being my mother is 15 years older than I am.

Hates being single I knew it. And I absolutely love how he doesn't see anything wrong with constantly reminding us his mom was 14 when she was impregnated with the demon seed. I think women who aren't up on Nicky's failures might be a bit put off when a guy is constantly addressing them and begging for a date. Sad he had to go to The Awakening II without one, isn't it?

.

How Did I Miss This?!

"would be publishers"

Nicky Is Weak

Let's Play Pool! or Mullets Ahead

Nicky At A Hospital. With Police Officers

"I am looking for an apartment because they won't be around forever."

Tom Piccirilli

Nicky's Upcoming "Hollyweird" Projects

Internet Expenses

GAME OVER Target Revealed!

GAME OVER

Nicky Accused Someone ELSE Of Being A "Wannabe Thug"

Nicky Is A Pervert

"better introduce me as The Controversial Author, Nickolaus Pacione"

Baby Pacione

Being Offensive!

Nicky Proves He Can't Keep Any Thread Open

Nicky Back On Writerscafe (And How You Can Help!)

More Robotic Reader!

Robotic Reader Returns!

B-I-N-G-O And Nicky Was His Name-O!

Rumors?

Look Who's Back!

A Little Late

Nicky Surrenders!

What Do Rape And "Hallowpoint" Bullets Have In Common?

Let's Make Death Threats!

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Fucking Faggot is trying to hold Lake Fossil Press hostage

Uncle Fossil

Hotel Parties With Models: 100% Believable

Second Deleted Post

Urine Or Vegetable Oil?

"♫ Oh Nikita You Will Never Know...♪"

Nicky's Latest "Horror Target"

Nicky's New Forum

Nicky And Diners or "I will personally present the prize signed and personalized in front of you"

Nickolaus Pacione Is An Ass Kisser: Part 2

Nickolaus Pacione Is An Ass Kisser: Part 1

Ethereal Gazette Issue Eleven

tsk tsk tsk Nicky...

"I am now a show promoter and doing more metal shows"

"GET AN ANALLY INFLICTED DEATH SENTENCE"

"Tabloid Purposes IV is carried in the library"

The Return Of Valentine Vegan

Nicky - Ghost Hunter

"Yes I am very Gothic like that"

Shouldn't We Warn These Folks? Part 2

Nicky Won't Be On This Signing Tour or "Assholes?"

Shouldn't We Warn These Folks?

STILL Hasn't Found His Morticia Addams

Nicky Is A Broken Record Part 2

New Electric Guitar

Nicky Is A Broken Record Part 1

"Death Greets Me Warm"

"The Room Mate" Review Is Up

"I am a horror purist" or ETHEREAL GAZETTE: THE EDITION WE DON'T WANT ANYONE TO SEE

PROOF He's An Asshole

Show Me You Care

"I want to scare people. Not leave them hot and bothered thank you very much."

"…scare me damn it"

"I hated to take up the role as a war commentator"

Father Of The Year

84 Days

Stalking or Social Networking?

Jan 6, 2010 2:12 PM

Spoiler Alert!

Grease And Lightning

Thursday, January 24, 2008

breaking in a new computer

"Lake Fossil Press Isn't Dead"

"AWESOME SHARKS" or "CAREER GOAL: Work with robots"

NICKY: BUSINESS OWNER

Like A Skinny, Greasy Gothy Sanra Who Still Lives In A Basement or Field Of Dreams

Nickolaus PacioneJust playing the damn waiting game. It's like a lion walking back and forth in a cage.

Don't Hold Your Breath Waiting For Thomas Jode

"Can't do a site that trashes on me in a drop of the hat."

In Defense Of Melany Part 2

Hypocrite

Nickolaus Pacione
Just playing the damn waiting game. It's like a lion walking back and forth in a cage.